Cirrus

Darah Manis

2012-02-13T02:38:00.001+08:00

Ekin's engagement.

Meet these girls for couple of hours.

I had such a good time with you guys :)

le chat, Kat.

2012-01-31T22:34:00.001+08:00

Happy 7 months :)

p/s: Muka minta Ikan Bilis

Independent Act

2012-01-30T18:45:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, they battle for the best song. You didn't win the public, but your song win my heart. You gonna do better next year Yuna, I am sure of it!

I love both of your performance. My favorite is the second song :)

Both pictures are taken from the super talented photographer, Bakri Hafiz Hisham

Childhood

2012-01-28T01:30:00.001+08:00

the ones we love will never truly leave us, and you can always find them in here, touching Harry's chest.

I find this, teary.

I know you are sick of this but,
Harry Potter movies teach me how to brave, to stand up, to believe in your self and the most important thing,

Friendship.

Mimpi aku, tentang kamu.

2012-01-27T02:13:00.003+08:00

Hari ini aku bermimpi lagi.
Memegang dagu mu yang kasar,
Dan rambut kerinting kerinting gusar.
Apa yang menggangu kamu?
Mata hitam kecil kamu tidak selesa memandang aku

'Aku risaukan hari esok'

Pendek. Tetapi jelas.

Awan ribut pun mula menabur air hujan.
Aku sisir rambut mu sehelai sehelai

'Jangan pernah risau selagi aku masih mampu menjagamu'

Dan mimpi pun terhenti.
Dan kau, tidak ada disisi

Untuk setiap kali

2012-01-26T00:57:00.001+08:00

Aku tidak mencemburui kamu.
Jauh membenci kamu.
Kerana kita ini manusia ciptaan yang Esa
Kita ini asalnya tanah,
Tapi kenapa kita berbeza?
Sebab Allah itu kreatif. Setiap manusia, semuanya berbeda beda.

Sebab itu, setiap kali aku cuba mencemburui kamu
Aku ingatkan diri,
Allah memberi kelebihan berbeza bagi setiap hambanya seperti mana berbedanya mereka satu persatu.

Tapi aku ini hamba yang hina.
Pantaskah aku menerima kelebihan yang berbeza?
Layakkah aku untuk tinggi berdiri dengan keyakinan diri
Yang semakin menepis.
Selapis selapis.

Dasar Manusia

2012-01-25T01:39:00.001+08:00

Celakanya kamu, tidak pernah berkongsi kisah sedih kamu dengan aku.
Celakanya kamu, memesongkan aku dari dunia mu.
Celakanya kamu, meninggalkan aku tidak berlagu.
Celaka. Celaka. Celaka. Celaka.

Kamu tahu yang aku tak minta nyanyian kamu sentiasa gembira.
Jauh sekali meminta kamu sentiasa disisi aku.

Celakanya kamu. Tidak tahu yang aku sentiasa disini.
Celakanya kamu. Tidak sedar yang aku senantiasa mahu berada didalam dunia mu.
Celakanya kamu. Sepatah lagu pun tidak kamu khabarkan pada aku.
Kamu memang celaka.

Membuat aku menjadi gila.
Mencari dimana kamu berada
Kerana kamu terdiam dari sepatah kata.
Kerana kamu tidak sekuat yang kamu sangka.

Kamu memang celaka, kerana membuat aku gila.

A long one. as the short is too sad.

2012-01-22T02:24:00.001+08:00

Gahhhh.
I feel a bit lost day by day. I feel like I don't even know myself anymore despite everyone keep on saying, no one knows you better than yourself. truthfully, I have no idea what am I gonna do after I finished my study. seriously. Next month I'll be taking my master. Which gonna take me at least 2 years. By that time, if I'm still alive, I'll be 25. wow. feel so old yet still immature.

From the idea of being a fashion designer to a journalist to a what now? I declined an offer to be part of a t TV station for my master. which make me wonder, why did i turn it down? yeah, I remember, working in a sales department for a month really torture me. I never write about my working days. Cos I hate it so much. I woke up at 6 am, reach the office around 8.15am and I supposed to go back at 5.30pm. But my manager is a bit..........strict. So, I had to finish my fax out to 15 clients before going back. Fax out means I need to email my brochure to 15 clients. sounds so easy but I am doing telemarketing. I talked to CEOs, Managers, Head of Departments even once spoke to Directors from India just to email my brochure to them. I think talking to them is not difficult, but when you are being monitored on every word you speak, its kinda annoying.

In my team, there is one person who I have no idea what is wrong with her. I have few cheerful friends, but none is as perky as her. I can deal with cheerful but perky? GOD. She is a senior which I understand why she felt that its her responsibility to advice me (she love to used the word 'would you advised me who is the_______') whenever I speak to a future client. At first, I thought maybe I'm the only one who had this feeling until one of my close friend work at the same team with me mentioned the same thing. We always make fun of her on the way home and laugh like hell. As for my manager, he is pretty strict. There was one time where I went home at 7pm from the office and arrived at 11.30pm. And then you need to do your own research and find at least 200 contacts everyday. So I usually sleep at 2-3am. Yeah. Everyday.

After much nagging and bragging, I wait for my paychecks and decided to quit. Which turn out to be quite sad. After sending my resignation letter, there is no more heavy weight on my shoulder. I feel so happy and relieve. I still remember that happiness. It was the reason why I choose to pursue my study. No wonder there is so many working class people suffers from multiple stressed.

I know that some of you might disagree with my decision. Why did I choose to study over working. For me, there is no point in working if I am not having fun in it. I am being choosy because I do not want to turn to some adult who work for money. I wanna work for fun. For pleasure. Based from the people I have meet, people who work because they love the job tend to look healthier and younger. That is the reason why. I truly hope I can still work at any TV stations after I finished my study. Perhaps as a translator or a script writer. Insyallah. Pray for me :)

duduk bersimpuh

2012-01-20T17:44:00.001+08:00

Sepi tak berlagu

Langit seperti setuju

Lantas hujan turun menemani aku. Dan kelibat binatang berbulu datang duduk rapat dengan ku.

Bertemankan hujan lebat dan binatang berbulu,

Aku tertidur. Dengan harapan bermimpikan kamu.

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Let it burn

2012-01-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

Crowd

2012-01-12T23:40:00.001+08:00

One day when you realize how fake you have been.

You need to wake up.

You need to stand up.

Do something

Get it done

When you know the friendship is just nothing.

Stay away. Make a gap.

Thats what im gonna do.

Stay away.

Get new crowd.

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Sweep me. Throw it away.

2012-01-12T00:39:00.001+08:00

Kipas berpusing... Perlahan lahan.

Diatas tilam bersepah, semua benda kembali berpusing. Sikit demi sikit.

'Behave like a 23 years old'. Selepas asyik dengan komputer.

'Susah sangat, kahwin saja. Habis cerita'. Bila leka menonton tv.

Satu persatu keluar. Rimas. Lemas. Siapa yang suka hidupnya diatur. Semua benda harus diturut. Sesak.

Aku mahu lukiskan semuanya. Satu demi satu. Tapi, ah! Serabut.

Aku mahu tulis. Tapi aku bukan penulis yang tahu berbunga bunga. Bacaannya telus dan jujur. Kerana itu lebih lega dimata aku.

Pedulikan mata mata yang lain.

Jauh di sudut, dijilat jilat tubuhnya. Ada gatal di badan. Kau bakal jadi tempat aku menitis airmata satu demi satu. Jadi saksi bila aku jadi separuh gila kadang kadang.

Dan tanpa berbunyi sepatah apa pun, kau terus menjilat.

Mungkin begini hingga ke tua. Merana atas ego yang melambung.

P/s: Entri kacau untuk jiwa yang bilau.

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Alhamdulillah

2011-12-30T01:40:00.001+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Mungkin rezeki aku kat sana.

Terima kasih Ya Allah.

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Rezeki

2011-12-24T01:28:00.001+08:00

'Rezeki memainkan pranan yg besar tau'

A friend told me.

Harap harap adalah rezeki aku nak sambung master. Aku perlukan master ni. I have to proof myself to so many people.

Bukan untuk aku sahaja, ini untuk tunjukkan didikan Umi & Baba berjaya membuahkan hasil. Aku nak buat Emak & Abah bangga dengan aku.

Ya Allah, bantulah aku.

Aku betul betul perlukan master ini.

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Birdy

2011-12-23T11:16:00.001+08:00

Samada aku ini payah atau complicated. Aku susah nak bagitau rasa sedih aku. Sebab aku tau tak semua orang boleh handle / nak mendengar pada problem aku. Sebab bila aku bagitau pun, jawapannya tak pernah legakan hati aku. Kadang kadang rasa lebih down.

I need someone who can listen. Who can give me answers that sooth me.

Hari ini, aku rasa sedih dan down. Email interview masih tak diterima dan ada orang mungkir janji dengan aku. Sakit tahu.

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22:51

2011-12-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

Mana kau pergi.

Aku mencari.

Mana kau hilang

Sampai ke langit engkau terbang

Rindu aku, tiada berganti galang.

Sepanjang malam ketika berseorang,

Aku bermimpikan bayang-bayang

Jangan disebut namanya depanku,

Jangan dicerita tentang sahabatnya padaku,

Aku tak mahu.

Aku tak perlu.

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But Lately I Feel Blocked

2011-12-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

I love to write. But lately I feel blocked. I can't write.

I love to draw. But lately I feel blocked. I can't draw.

I love to go out. Socialize. But lately I feel blocked. I hardly go out.

I need my inspiration again. I need you. The most.

Little boys :)

2011-12-16T22:40:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Rasa macam dah lama aku tak menulis. Nak kata busy, tak de lah busy mana pun. Kerja? tak. aku tak kerja pun sejak berenti bulan oktober hari tu. sampai ke hari ini, tiada keinginan lagi nak kerja. aku kan anak manja, mestilah nak memerap celah ketiak Umi dan Baba. hewhewhewhew (Gelak macam Hanis Zalikha giteww). Tapi taklah aku duk saja. Aku ada tolong kawan2 dan sepupu buatkan assignment dorang. Then ada lah bayaran yang diberi. Aku tak tetapkan bayaran pun. Mana dorang nak bagi, aku ambil. Rezeki. Lepaslah nak bayar bil telefon dan untuk menyimpan untuk masa depan. Ahak (Gelak macam tutorial Maria Elena guna mekap Maybelline tu). Alhamdulillah.

Untuk kali ini, aku nak menunjukkan dua hero yang tinggal dirumah aku selama seminggu. Dua orang ini, anak sedara aku. Mummy dorang sepupu aku. Jadi cuti sekolah ni, saja saja lah bawak diorang. Sebenarnya tiga beradik. tapi takut fail jadi babysitter, hanya dua orang saje yg ikut ke Ipoh. Memel dan Aish. Sebelum ini, aku tak pernah pun babysit mereka. Jumpa pun jarang. Biasanya yang biasa aku jumpa, anak anak kak Aien; Iman, Farouq dan Baby Sara. Dulu Memel pernah datang rumah tapi waktu tu dia kecil lagi. Pendekkan cerita, ini dia dua orang hero;

Yang baju biru ni Aish.Baju putih, Memel. Ni baru lepas potong rambut. Itu pun puas kena pujuk baru nak potong. Kena puji rambut macam Jacob Black untuk adik, Edward Cullen untuk abang.

Seminggu duduk rumah aku. Mula mula aku cold sikit. sebab tak biasakan. Nasiblah ada Amar. 2-3 hari lepas tu, baru okay sikit. Baru boleh ikut perangai sikit. Boys will be boys kan. Kalau Memel tak usik Aish, Aish usik Memel. Ni bukanlah nak puji keluarga sendiri, tapi these boys are smart pants. Janganlah kau nak menipu atau buat lawak basi dengan dorang. tak laku. And they are really brave. Kalau kau ugut nak padam lampu, letak dalam bilik gelap, ingat dorang takut? Takdenye weh. Jadi sepanjang dorang duduk kat sini, aku hanya mampu mengamalkan sikap REDHA.

Even diorang masih budak budak, tapi akal panjang dan bijak bercakap. Kalau aku tulis all the witty sayings they said, 30 helai kertas pun masih belum cukup!

Now, diorang ada di Cameron. Rumah Pak Ngah, atok mereka. Sepupu aku yang jugak mak sedara diorang hari hari status tension jaga budak berdua ini. Kesian pun ada, kelakar pun ada. Di Ipoh, senang nak kontrol sebab Nanny (Umi) agak strict dan Atok An (Baba) boleh tahan garang jugak. Jadi nak naik kepala pun susah. Kat Cameron, Kesian Mak Ipah (Sepupu aku) dengan Memel dan Aish, Rafiq (Anak sedara) lagi. Makin mengecil la kau Ipah.

Hmmm. Sebenarnya aku rindu juga budak berdua ni. Tapi control macho, so tulis pun cover cover lewwww. hihihi. Nanti datang Ipoh lagi. Bawak Elhan (The youngest) pulak. Kita pergi Lost World and Zoo okay.

Sebelum tamat pos ini, dengan bangganya aku ingin mempersembahkan dua lagu dari Memel dan Aish. Lagu first tajuknya, Pelangi Pelangi. Second song title is Mesti Kita Bangun. Enjoy. Shoot in the car, barulah Najwa Latiff macam ni :)

p/s: Sebab tak pro, bagi yang sedang menonton minta maaf la korang kena teleng kepala sikit. hihi.

Adik Kesayangan.

2011-11-28T19:28:00.001+08:00

Susah kalau dua dua kepala rebellious. Dua dua ikut kepala otak sendiri. Tapi ditegur sikit kau sentap macam apa, rasa rasanya mau jugak naik tangan aku ke muka kau. Aku tegur ni sebab aku ambil berat, tak nak kau susah.

Semua orang kata kau ni lemah lembut, tak tahu cakap kasar. AH. mereka tak pernah jumpa kau waktu kau bercakap dengan aku.

Ya Allah, berilah aku kesabaran. Berilah aku kesabaran. Berilah aku kesabaran.

Roti sapu mentega dan sekaya

2011-11-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

Dulu ini makanan favourite aku. Boleh makan 4-6 keping roti sekali makan. Tapi jarang dapat makan banyak sebab adik adik aku pun suka makan roti ni. Time duduk rumah Mak, Mak akan buat roti mentega satu buku dan letak dalam bekas kaca warna putih bunga merah. Sebab Abah suka makan roti mentega. Bila Abah pergi office, kiteorg akan amik roti tu dan bubuh gula. Kak Na yang buatkan. Sebab kiteorg time tu masih pendek dan kecik. Nanti sepah sepah, ada gula, sian Mak kena lap. Tu pun makan share share sebab Mak akan buat breakfast lain untuk kiteorg. Selalunya Mak buat Nasi Lemak. Aku memang suka makan berebut rebut dengan adik adik aku. Orang kata, kalau makanan berebut, tandanya sedap. Macam Roti sapu mentega sekaya ni, aku memang berebut dengan adik adik aku.

Tadi, aku terasa nak makan roti ni. Untung ada marjerin dan sekaya. aku buat 2 keping. bersungguh la aku nak makan. Ngap! Ngap! Ngap! aku telan. Kenapa rasa tak sedap? Dulu aku ada sampai merajuk dengan adik adik aku (Nama je Along) sebab dorang makan roti yang aku dah buat. Ni makan sorang sorang, langsung tak sedap. Tasteless. Tak berebut dengan sape sape pun. Tak de nak merajuk pun. Padahal aku letak extra kaya, rasa macam pelik. dan tak sedap.

Aku duduk. Aku fikir, kenapa aku boleh suka makan roti tu. lama aku refresh. rupa rupa sebab dulu Izzat suka makan roti tu. Dia suka makan dengan Milo. Pasal ni aku dah jarang minum Milo. Milo sekarang ni rasa tak sedap. Macam Roti sapu mentega dan sekaya. Orang yang sedapkan milo dan roti aku dah tak ada...

Aku tau, dah berapa puluh post aku tulis pasal Izzat. Berapa post aku harap aku boleh get over. Aku ingat dia setiap hari. Sebelum aku tidur. Bila aku tengok budak budak. Bila bulan Mac datang. Bila tiba bulan Oktober. Bila aku pergi hospital Ipoh. Bila aku masuk store, tengok baju dia. Bila aku main gameboy dia. Semua. Semua benda yang ada keliling aku. Semua.

Memang aku tak bercakap pasal Izzat dengan siapa siapa pun. Even dengan kawan baik aku. Sebab, sampai hari ni, aku rasa aku tak cukup kuat untuk berdiri, menghadap, bercerita pasal dia. Dulu, ada auntie aku tanya, tak nak ke adik baru. mintaklah kat umi. Aku senyum. Masuk dalam bilik. Aku duduk. Sikit sikit air mata aku mengalir. How could auntie aku cakap macam tu. Adik adik aku hanya ada dua. Meme dan Izzat. Aku tak nak dan aku tak perlukan adik baru. Tapi, waktu tu (dan sekarang pun) aku takkan berani untuk cakap macam tu. Entah kenapa.

Dulu seorang Lecturer aku pernah bagitau if kita rasa sedih, jangan simpan. let it go. tell somebody. if simpan, dia akan makan jiwa kau sendiri. Dulu aku tak percaya, infact aku rasa only those who are weak will do that. Aku tahan. Aku kunci diri aku dari nak buka mulut. Kononnya aku rasa itu akan bantu aku lebih kental. lebih kuat. Tapi aku silap. Buktinya, tahun lepas seorang kawan aku jumpa gambar Izzat dalam phone aku. Dia tanya ini siapa, sebab aku tak pernah cerita dia. Aku cuma sempat cakap, 'Tu adik aku. Dia dah tak da'. Lepas tu nangis. Ye, first time aku menangis dalam kelas. Aku pun heran dan pelik. Nampak sebenarnya aku tak sekuat yang aku sangka.

Ada kawan kawan aku yang kehilangan juga. 2-3 orang. Tapi diorang relaks je cerita. Aku kagum dengan diorang. They can look at me straight to the eyes dan cerita semuanya. How did they manage to do that, I always wonder. Where did they find the strength. And I always wonder, bila aku boleh dapat kuasa nak berdiri dan bercerita. Dulu aku rasa kalau aku tak buka mulut, semua akan jadi lagi senang. tapi, salah. Dah perlahan lahan dia makan jiwa aku.

Bunyi macam klise, tapi hampir separuh lirik lagu Avril Lavigne-Wish You Were Here & When You're Gone adalah words dan sayings yang aku wish aku sempat cakap pada Izzat. Banyak benda aku nak bagitau dia. Nak bagitau yang aku sayang dia. Nak bagitau yang aku selalu mimpi dia. Nak bagitau aku rindu dia. Sangat.

Sampai bila la blog ni jadi perantara cerita Izzat. Sampai bila aku nak dapat strength macam kawan kawan aku tu. Mungkin sampai bila bila.

'I cant be tough, i cant be strong'

'Right now I wish you were here'

Al Fatihah to you. I always love you. I always remember you. I know I rarely visit you. Not because I don't remember you, its because I still can't accept it. I know its been 4 years, but it feels like yesterday since you smile at me, making me laugh and only yesterday since you kiss my cheeks and tell me that you love me. I miss you every single day. I love you. Forever.

Tired of

2011-11-09T03:53:00.001+08:00

1. Crying

2. Crying

3. Crying

My tears are the words I wish to tell you. You don't know how hard it is to accept. You don't.

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Dan Sebenarnya

2011-11-08T23:39:00.001+08:00

Kalau berlagu pun hati tak gembira,

kalau bintang gemerlap tak beri cahaya,

siapa aku hendak bercerita hal duka.

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Actual Feeling

2011-11-01T11:34:00.002+08:00

*Proud Blackjacks*

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4 tahun in a picture.

2011-10-15T19:56:00.003+08:00

Everyone is so happy.

Here is a teaser picture.

Can't wait to see graduation pictures from Azmi Zulkefli

Monotone

2011-10-12T08:43:00.001+08:00

I am so sick to see myself complaining.
Wonder when will I post about other thing than complaining.
This post is a complain-post.
Why~~~~~

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Waterlily

2011-10-09T23:38:00.004+08:00

As much as I think this doesn't bother me, it does sometimes. It just poke me out and keep on poking till I do something about it. You see, if you know me, I don't really bother when I found some people doesn't like me. Hey, its normal. If everyone likes you, you are just pleasing everyone. Which I think I did that sometimes. But I realize, its eating me out.

I know about few people who don't really enjoy my presents in their atmosphere. But since we have common mutual friends, we tend to meet each other. I realize that since I am quite close with certain friends, few individuals really put in a hot place where I've been called as a 'Friends Stealer'. the definition of this name is apparently I am stealing your friends and making you lonely.

How childish is this?

I mean, obviously friends are not toys. They have souls and feelings. They are human. Just like you. Just like me. We choose our friends. We just choose, we cant select them. If they do not wanna be friends to you just like what you did to me, wth am I suppose to do? Begging you to be friend with me? Bitch, please.

Actually, this is ancient story. Until a recent accident happen. Apparently some people some how do not like me and hate me to the point not willing to shake my hand even though i actually pointing my hands out. Yeah, I am seriously still thinking about this. What did I do to you that you feel disgusted to shake me hands? and to the other person, what did I do that make you hate me? We use to text and once were housemate, and now we are not even talking?

To add to this messy, few close friends ask me why people don't like me. This is where it bother me because at that time, I was a stake of low-esteem level. So, to add to that stress, i found out some people don't like me. And a friend pointed out why people don't like me. What I am suppose to do? Spit my anger to my friends? Hell no, I smile and just the word 'Like a give a shit'. Of course, later that night while everyone is sleeping, I cried under the blanket.

What would you feel if you haven't seen your friends for few months and when you met them you get to know they don't like you? What did I ever do to you? I was so vulnerable last night I was actually thinking to hire a cab and go back straight to my cousin's house. But it sounds too dramatic. So, I ended up crying for few minutes and sleep. Alhamdulillah, I have the capability to cry without making noise.

Then, early in the morning, I listen to the same news again. I was like, seriously? Do I really need to be who I was in school? Showed my anger toward my friends and getting into mouth fights? If its wasn't for the wedding, I might be in the train back to my hometown. Yes, recently my emotions are pretty much a rebel. Throwing tantrums as much as they can. Making me feel tired to forget the problem I have with another problem. I don't usually tell my problems to others but my face can't hide my emotions. If im angry, my forehead line will show. if im sad, my eyes get watery. if im embarrassed, i get blushed. I am like that.

After a long hot shower, I come to the conclusion that the more I think about what did I ever do to them that bring so much hatred, the more it weaken me out. The more low my self esteem will be. Im gonna follow the 'Social Network' motto: You wouldn't be successful without making few enemies. but in my case they are not my enemies, just happen to have mutual friends.

p/s: I am no longer working

p/s 2: Ill be graduating next week.

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In a few days

2011-09-21T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hem. It has been nearly 3 weeks since I started working in a sales department at a professional corporate events organizer company. Mula mula, bila bos call bagitau aku dapat kerja, gila punya excited. first job wei! time tu aku kat jusco with Ament. bulan puasa, few days lagi nak raya, aku g beli kasut. Sangat excited lah. sampai tweet time tu jugak! then, aku inform umi and baba. mak, abah, meme and the rest. Semua excited bagi pihak aku.

A week after raya, aku pun punch in. First week was my training week. belajar how to pitch, how to find leads and how to convince people. I learn a lot while training. I am blessed to have a great team who really are positive. Memang lah kelakar bila kau asyik positif je, tapi its good sebenarnya. You always be high-spirit and never give up. Sungguh. Masa aku training tu, ada lagi sorg masuk, Jun. Tinggi lampai with dimples :) tapi dia team lain. mungkin tension, traning week dia dah quit. frankly speaking, if I were Jun, aku pun quit. But, Alhamdulillah. to this day, I am still in the company.

Cuma......

aku tak larat lah. serious. Bila waktu kerja, I am focus. Go from one contact to another. Pitch Manager, Officer, Head, COO pun ada. I tried to make sure I get to fax out the brochure and sale the benefits of the event. Memang stress. Lagi2 bila kau cakap dengan receptionist yang tak tau English. Certain country, memang sangat rude. tak faham je, letak telefon. macam mana bisnes tak kecik? hired operator yang sombong nak mampus. But some country like Japan, India and Korea, for me, they are very polite. If they don't understand English, dia akan transfer cepat2 or dia cakap 'I no English. Wait. I transfer English'. At least kau tak la sakit hati kan?

Kalau kerja di office selesai di office, aku okay je. tapi ni, balik rumah ada lagi kerja. Hari tu, Kak Oyen dah perli2 dah. balik rumah pun kau nak kerja ke kilah? dah tu, aku nak buat macam mana. tak sangka pulak kerja ni bersambung di rumah. Mula2, macam kental la. nak buat. tapi masuk minggu ke 2, dah. cukuplah. aku tak boleh hidup macam ni. siang malam melekat dengan kerja. Memang nak kumpul duit untuk master dan melancong, tapi kalau macam ni lah caranya, aku tak boleh.

Hari hari aku sms umi mengadu pasal kerja. Pressure wey. Setiap kali dapat sms umi, mesti aku leleh. contoh;

Aku: I cant do this anymore. pressure tinggi

Umi: its okay. if cant do it anymore, its okay to let it go. Baba and I always support you.

macam mana tak leleh?

Memang jadi pengajaran hidup lah. No more Sales position for me after this. Cukuplah pengalaman aku kat sini. Aku bersyukur ada bos, Marc dan office mates, Syuhada, Michelle, Swee Lee dan Kenneth yang banyak tolong aku dan baik sangat. selalu aku dengar orang mengadu pasal bos garang la, budak ofis sombong la. macam macam perkara negatif. Alhamdulillah. Aku dapat yang elok. Yang aku tak boleh nak terima workload dia yang request aku untuk berkerja siang dan malam.

Terima Kasih for everything guys.

p/s: Im still working. Tapi sekarang ni tengah hantar2 resume. Doakanlah.

p/s 2: Alhamdulillah. Bulan depan aku graduate :)

Continue

2011-09-18T13:01:00.001+08:00

The reason why aku mungkin boleh meroyan kat ETS kelmarin sebab ketiadaan common sense oleh ets. Few days earlier, railway dari KL Sentral ke Rawang rosak. Memang tak boleh nak pergi rawang. Sampai Sungai Buloh je boleh. So if kau nak pergi jugak ke Rawang, KTM ada sediakan bus kat station Sungai Buloh.

Assuming ETS is better than KTM, aku expect takkan ada problem dari ETS about this matter. Mesti dorang dah prepare bus or other alternatives for us. Alhamdulillah. Dorang agak bijak. Dah prepare buses utk ke Rawang. Yang tak bijaknya, dia prepare hanya 5 bus untuk 2 train (12 coach,300+passenger) cammon lah. SERIOUSLY? Bas persiaran pulak tu.

Bila bus sampai, stewardess kata bus dah sampai, turun bawah. Sampai bawah, tak ada sape nak guide. Pandai2 sendiri. Aku dan 15 orang lagi turun la kat tempat bus yang banyak2 tu. Most bus mmg tgu kat situ. Bila turun, tengok takde pun bus. So aku call ETS, dorang cakap sape suruh turun bawah, aku kata 'dah stewardess tak ada nak guide. Kteorg turun je la sendiri'. Rupa2nye, bus tgu kat area ERL (train ke KLIA, Putrajaya, BTS). Tak macam hangin pulakkan. Naik balik, pergi situ, sekali bus dah full. Time tu ada lebih kurang 20 orang. Orang tua, baby, tourists dari Japan dan France pun ada. Malu aku rasa depan dorang. Apelah tanggapan dorang pada kita ni? On Malaysian Day lagi. Malu. Sangat.

So pramugari cakap, akan ada bus lagi 40 minit datang sini. I was like what?? Train aku pukul 2, time tu dah pukul 1.50. Pukul berapa nak sampai Ipoh macam ni? Nasib ada Ebab. Ada kawan. Kalau tak? Aku mungkin balik Bangi balik.

Pukul 2.45, pramugari buat announcement. Bus akan sampai pukul 3.15. Wadehel la wey. Tourist guide utk tourist Japan tu dah mengamuk kat office ETS. Kalau aku pun boleh mengamuk. Dia bawak tourist Japan yang travel 7 hours flight. Penat kot. Nak menunggu lagi. Tambah marah dia bila Shamla, orang yang incharge hal ni tak angkat call dia and siap paling muka lagi. Aku dengar, aku pun rasa marah. Rudenya perangai kau Shamla oi. We pay for your services, and this is what we get?

Polis bantuan pun datang (shift dia), dia tanya apesal ni. So kteorg disitu pun bercerita la. Even dia pun agree with our opinion. Chatered la lagi satu bus. Berapa sangat la pun kan? ETS make profit berapa ribu sekali train bergerak? Plus we pay for it. Sewa je bus kat bawah tu. What is so hard?

Nasib la bus punctual. Dan kitaorg sampai Rawang pukul 4. Masa tu rasa 'membazirnya cuti aku sehari'. Tapi sebab dah homesick, aku balik jugak lah. Sampai Ipoh pukul 5.30petang..

Next time ETS, Please la. Prepare. Benda ni bukannya sudden, dah tau a few days ago. Your priority is your customer. Janganlah bagi dorang panas. And kau pun dah setahun beroperasi, this shouldn't be happening. Learn your lesson. Next time if jadi macam ni, prepare. Prepare. Prepare.

P/s: aku dah homesick...

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Delayed.

2011-09-16T14:39:00.001+08:00

Train pukul 10.32, aku bangun pukul 10. Memang sah2 la terlepas. Ni la padahnya keluar rumah, balik pagi buta. Famil marah. Ni la resultnya.

Gagahkan diri dan pergi train ukm. Tengok-Tengok, ticketing problem. Nak beli ticket ke KL sentral pun susah. Beratur dalam 15minit. Tunggu train, Alhamdulillah. Sekejap je. Berapa mamat aku berkenalan hari ni. Yeah. Mamat.

Dalam train, tak macam tin sardin. Aku tak masuk coach wanita sebab dah sesak. Masuk first coach. Nasib baik ada gentleman, suruh aku dan lagi sorang perempuan, duduk tepi. Dorang depan. So tak la bertolak tolak.

Aku berkenalan dengan pelancong dari China. 5 Orang. Pun nak turun KL sentral.

Sampai counter ETS, railway rosak. So dorg sediakan bus dari sini ke Rawan dan dari Rawang ke Ipoh barulah naik train. Tetiba terjumpa Ebab. Ada kawan. Nasib baik. Kalau tak, mesti aku dah mengamuk2 kat situ macam sorang pengkid kat sini....

Kenape aku mengamuk? Next post. (Budget artis ni). Gambar ni muka2 orang yang menunggu bus nak ke Rawang utk train pukul 2 (sekarang dah pukul 2.30). Tak tahulah pukul berapa aku sampai ni. Next post...

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jauhnya rumah aku

2011-09-03T00:31:00.001+08:00

Caution: Aku jarang menulis dengan perasaan sedih. Sebab aku akan menulis secara tak teratur dan ayat aku akan menjadi lebih outspoken.

Pukul 11 aku dapat message, ada orang nak datang beraya ke rumah aku. Sebab busy kemas rumah, aku reply lambat. Tapi aku sangat excited la bila ada orang nak datang. Kawan kawan sekolah lagi. Mestilah excited.

Tiba - tiba,

Dapat message pukul 5 cakap tqk jadi datang. Sebab tuan empunya kereta, mak dia nak guna kereta. So, tak apelah. Tak ada rezeki agaknya. Mungkin lain kali la kita jumpa.

Bila tak jadi, aku pun message kawan aku. Dia duduk kat taman jati, dekat je dengan taman meru. Aku bagitau yang dorg tak jadi datang rumah aku sebab tak ada kereta.

Beberapa jam lepas tu, salah sorang upload gambar. Mestilah mau tengok. 3 Keping berlalu,

oh. Dorang pergi taman jati.
Oh. Semua ada. Yg missing cuma seorang. Oh.

Apa kau rasa kalau kau tengok kawan kawan kau pergi beraya rumah kawan yg jaraknya cuma 10 minit naik basikal?
Dan tak ada sorg pun nak bagitau?
Tak ada sorg pun nak ajak?
Memang aku tulis ni sebab nak bagitau yang aku TERASA. Nak bagitau AKU KECIL HATI. nak bagitau aku SEDIH.

Dan aku memang tuju kat korang pun. Semua sekali.aku rasa sebak bila jadi mcm ni. Apa yang aku buat sampai aku terasing mcm ni? Aku kena isolate macam ni, rasa forever alone sangat. Aku tak buat korg mcm ni. Aku ajak semua sekali bila keluar. Kadang2 korg bagi alasan & excuses tak boleh pergi. Tak ape. Aku faham. As long as aku dah ajak. Tapi korg? Bunyi macam berkira, but I couldnt take it anymore.

Kalau aku ada buat salah, bagitau lah. Aku minta maaf. Kalau tak suka aku berkawan dgn korang, bgitau. Aku undurkan diri. Tak payah nak bagi korang sakit hati dengan aku. Dan tak payah aku nak terasa sangat bila jadi macam ni.

Memang macam budak budak dan tak matured. Tapi perasan aku dah tak boleh nak kawal dah.

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Congratulation!

2011-08-24T16:46:00.003+08:00

Nearly a year ago, one one my classmate got married and I attend her Bollywood theme wedding

9 months later.......

Congratulation to my classmate, Raja NurSyuhada or I called, Kak Sya on your first baby girl! Can't wait to see her and her baby!

p/s: Click to enlarge the image. I'm too lazy to upload the pictures via photobucket :p

Apologize!

2011-08-23T22:41:00.008+08:00

Hello peeps! so if you noticed, I have some of my friends @ people that I know who write blog too and I put their blog link right on their name. For example Ilya Syafeena , Hasanah Abdullah , Qaiyyum Ali (click at these name to read their blog). Plus, its easier for me to read their blog without logging on :)

And if you noticed (IF!), I tend to write most of their full name. Those without their full name its either I didn't remember their full name or I like their nicknames more than their full name (4 'their' in one sentence. Beat that!). Being an arrogant douche, I thought I write their name correctly. Until......

Hahahaha. I'm so sorry tasha @ Nunu @ RulRuL <-- explained well in my twitter.

So, from this;

I've changed it to this;

So guys, if I spelled your name incorrectly, don't hesitate to inform me on facebook or twitter. Google+ ? I'm not invited yet (hint!)

p/s:

1. 7 days till Raya!

2. 14 days till my first job! (I'm scared!!!!)

Out and About

2011-08-21T15:45:00.008+08:00

Soft Crab sushi

Tori Karage (Deep fried chicken) sushi

Salmon Piri Piri (Salmon skin, ALL TIME FAVORITE!)

Soft Crab Salad

Kodomo Bento

Chocolate Lava

Hasanah with Pan Fried Dory and Ice Cappuccino

Yaya with her Grilled Chicken Mushroom with Rice

Moi, Beef Lasagna. The red syrups are given free by Secret Recipe if you Buka Puasa (Iftar) over there

Sanah and Yaya

Ija Gaga (Gaga? haha)

Buka puasa with friends. Supposedly Comel and Syuhada joined me, Sanah and Yaya but due to some reasons, we cannot buka puasa together. As for Bella, she's working, so gotta reach home before tomorrow.

Buka puasa with Ija is kinda quiet since there are only two of us. Farah got something to do with her brother, therefore she cant join us.

Oh, I experienced buka puasa alone on Tuesday at Mid Valley. It was very sad and I feel so lonely eating. I didn't even finish my food which was a chocolate chip muffin. Sad isn't it?

p/s:

1. Hangover 2, 4.5 stars! (Kinda lazy to do the review. Thanks Jiji for accompanying me for the movie!)

2. I've got a job!! (will tell you more, later on the next post.)

Leo and Virgo

2011-08-12T20:50:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday to Lina and Ain.

I feel so happy last night.

Thanks to Ament for the cake and the tart (yep, she made it by her self. *claps2*)

I love you people mucho mucho

Dah 10 hari puasa, sedar tak?

2011-08-09T21:20:00.009+08:00

Hi everyone, hari ini berbuka apa weh? makan bulan puasa ni, makan sikit je. simpan gigabyte perut anda untuk 1 syawal nanti. so these picture above are the food we had yesterday. memang la nampak biasa, nampak aje biasa, tapi sebenarnya agak luar biasa. no, bukan aku yang masak. these are the food hasil dari moreh area rumah aku. Kat sini, majoriti yang duduk adalah mak cik2 dan pak cik2 yang dah tua dan bersara, infact umi and baba adalah pasangan yang termuda kat sini. di pendekkan cerita, setiap kali Ramdhan menjelma, maka 50 rumah disini akan buat moreh kat Masjid Taman Meru yang kalau naik basikal hanya 5 minit dari rumah aku. kalau jalan, mungkin lama sikit sebab kau akan end up bersembang sembang dengan jiran2 tertangga.

Setiap kali moreh, semua orang akan bergotong royong memasak di rumah mak cik idah. tapi sebab tahun ni buat hari isnin, maka yang dapat memasak hanyalah makcik2 yang tak bekerja seperti Mak. Abah ambik cuti sebab ketiadaan tenaga lelaki untuk memotong daging dan membasuh ayam. Aku ingat nak datang tolong, tapi kepala gua tintong telan ubat batuk time sahur, sedar2 dah pukul 10 pagi. orang start pukul 9. Meh~~~

Sebab tak dapat tolong masak, dengan gagahnya pukul 5 petang aku ikut Mak pg umah makcik idah lagi sekali untuk bungkus lauk nak bagi kat 50 rumah yang share2 duit beli barang moreh ni. tengok2, makcik2 kat sini dah bungkus siap siap. meh~~(lagi sekali) So aku tolong kemas kan lah apa yang patut. dan ambik courtesy menghantar lauk. Jadilah.

Sayangnya, tahun depan dorang decide untuk guna catering aje. ye lah kan, kesian kat makcik2 yg kena masak. Nak harapkan orang yang lebih muda, mmg tak ada sbb majority anak anak kat sini semuanya bermaustatin di Kuala Lumpur. So, tahun depan tiadalah lagi sesi memasak beramai ramai. wah, sedihnya.

Ha, gambar ni pulak saja je aku tangkap. Bendera depan, tu rumah aku. second umah mak, yang dua bendera last, rumah Mek. tidak kelihatan rumah makcik kiah. ni belah kanan je. belah kiri aku tak snap pun tapi lebih kurang mcm ni jugaklah. deretan rumah aku, start dari rumah Tok Aki hingga ke rumah makcik kiah semuanya bersemangat nak menggantung bendera even pun ni bulan puasa. yang paling semangat rasanya Pakcik Zainal. Awal bulan ogos dah terpacak dah bendera Malaysia dan bendera Perak. selalunya, siapa yg tak gantung bendera lagi mesti kena sound kaw kaw punya. Baguskan?

And these are the purchase of the month. Aku bosan sebenarnya, dah tak ada benda nak buat. Maklumlah bai, duk rumah. apa aje yang aku boleh aku snap kan? Bukak laptop, hantar resume, tukar gas oksigen ke carbon dioksida dan bakar kalori dengan beradu lebih dari 8 jam sehari. Minggu depan nak pergi unisel-KL-Shah Alam. nak jumpa kawan kawan yang baru 2 minggu lepas jumpa still rasa macam dah lama tak jumpa. hohohoho.

Spec dari UsUsUsClothing, Hijab tu 2 bulan lepas dah beli. Macam biasalah, hijab IlsyaHijab. Oh, ni saja lah nak bagitau, tokey hijab masuk Gadisku Metro Ipad. Klik la kat link tu, tengok lah. Lepas ni kalau jumpa model ilsya, aku nak tangkap gambar dengan dialah banyak2. dah jadi model petite bai! hahaha. *jangan marah yaya. ni promote, mana tau dapat job model. ihiks!*
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Ini basikal baru, courtesy dari Umi and Baba. Thank you! Nama basikal ni, Optimus Prime. Overkan? hahaha. aku punya warna merah, meme punya warna putih.

Kasut leopard ni dah lama aku beli. Sebelum puasa dah dapat, ni kirim dengan kawan aku yang study sebelah-laut. Nak cari kat Malaysia ni, tak tau kat mana. so far, kasut ini comfortable and sejak dua menjak ni kasut ni la aku pakai kemana saja. Kasut Everlast Men yang aku pakai tu tak buang lagi, sayang doh. biarlah terbarai macam mana pun, no way aku nak buang.

So inilah yang aku lakukan pada minggu pertama dan awal minggu kedua ramadhan. Memang bosanlah. tapi best sebab duk celah ketiak umi baba setiap masa (not literally la!), nak keluar pun berhantar. dan kawan kawan aku pun tengah cuti sekarang ni, so selalu la berjumpa jumpa. Nak makan minum pun tak payah risau sebab kat rumah kan. semua benda ada. tinggal rajin tak rajin nak masak je. hehehe.

p/s: Congratulation to Ament for your master. cepat gilalah kau sambung, jeles aiiii! mmuah mmuah (tone mas nur) :)

The black sheep of everything.

2011-08-05T18:31:00.001+08:00

Not good at this. Not good at that. If you pass a test or exam, you gonna be compared to somone else whos better.

Not fit to be with everyone. Always do things wrong. Always make people angry. Sellfish. Annoying. Cant share anything cause its either wrong in religious matter or not acceptable in the society.

Stubborn and big headed. Always do things that are not suitable as woman. Believe in women equality that it annoys other. Opinions are always wrong. Extremly rude. Beyond selfish. Self oriented in a bad way.

Not good to be friend with. No one will listen. Everyone is laughing with you but deep down they dont really like you. They talk behind you and sometimes laugh at you and your stupidity.

Dont have anything to offer. Not pretty or cheeky. Not emo or shy. Too self concious. Too selfish. Too confident. Believe you can do a
Paranoid with everything. Fail at everything. Bad tempered. Refuse to admit mistakes. Rough.

Here is my resume. Thank you.

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Soledad

2011-08-04T03:51:00.002+08:00

Bestnya jadi orang yang dirindui

Bestnya bila dapat tahu ada orang rindu

Bestnya bila buat bodoh or boh-layan, still ada orang rindu

Bestnya bila perangai macam macam, mengada dan annoying, still ada orang rindu

Best kan?

Tak pelah,

satu hari nanti mungkin aku pun boleh rasa macam tu.

Amin

Congratulations!

2011-07-29T01:24:00.002+08:00

*Nama tiada dalam senarai graduasi tahun ini*

Yeay, tak graduate tahun ini. Yeay, berapa banyak duit aku habis amik muet yang tak lepas lepas. ha, ape lagi yeay? Oh ENGKAU graduate tahun ni yeay! pergi bangga dengan kawan kawan rempit kau tu. YEAY!

okay, aku tak jealous la orang graduate tahun ni. padan muka aku sebenarnya. main-main bila amik muet. last last, orang graduate tahun ni, aku ternganga nak amik muet lagi. Haih, padan la muka kau ili..

tahniah kepada semua orang yang graduate pada tahun ini. especially rakan rakan kelas, Hasanah, Kee, Law, Wiwie, Ayi, Deva, Fatin Nadhirah, Zul,Iza dan Bella. yang lain aku tak nampak pulak nama korang. hopefully korang graduate la awal awal. jangan jadi macam aku, kaki main dalam kelas.

aku akan berusaha bersungguh sungguh la demi muet ni. tak sanggup la nak mengambil lagi.

sape la cipta exam ni? makan duit aku berapa ringgit dah? SERABUT LAH!

Special Review for a Special Movie.

2011-07-15T01:39:00.002+08:00

The first chapter, Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone came out, I was 12. 10 years later, The final part of this worldwide phenomenon premiered yesterday. I can't believe it. Its just one hell of a movie franchise that I grew up with. I remembered that I watch the first movie numerous of times because I just love it. Then the second part came out 2 years later, than the third, the fourth and the final part. If you notice, Harry Potter movies premiered all in the month of July. Why? Because Harry Potter was born in July :)

The final part of the movie, Harry Potter & The Deadly Hallows: Part 2 continued the journey of Harry, Hermione and Ron on their way to destroy all 7 Horcrux. For those who have no idea of what is horcrux (shame on you! shame on you!), horcrux is sort of a device that could bring Voldemort back to human figure. But I think it is more to give him pair of nose and hair. If one can collect all 7 Horcrux, it shall give that person an immortality. Which is what Voldemort need.

1st: horcrux belong to Tom Riddle @ Voldemort 's Grandfather, Marvolo Gaunt which was a ring that Dumbledore destroyed on the 6th movie, Harry Potter & The Half blood prince.

2nd: wasTom Riddle's Diary, destroyed by Harry in the 2nd movie, Harry Potter & The Chamber of Secrets.

3rd: was Helga Hufflepuff's Cup, destroyed by Hermione on the first part of Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows.

4th: Salazar Slytherin's Locket. Belong to Merope Gaunt, Voldemort's mom. Destroyed by Ron also on the first part of Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows.

5th: Rowena Ravenclaw's Diadem. Hidden in Room of Requirement by Rowena's daughter, a ghost name Helena Ravenclaw. This was destroyed by the spell of Goyle, Malfoy's friend in Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows: Part 2

6th. Nigini. The snake who always follows Voldemort and the one who killed Severus Snape. Nigini was killed by Neville Longbottom using the Gryfindor Sword in the final movie.

7th. Harry Potter. Yes, Harry is horcrux that Voldemort accidentally made when he cast 'Avada Kedavra' to Lily Potter who was at that time trying to protect his son.

In all 8 movies, I cried a lot on the 8th. Thank god my eye line was not black. I was sobbing. I admit, I am sensitive about this movie. I grew up watching Harry Potter and friends years by years fighting against Voldemort. I cried when Harry see (through Pensive, which is memory reviewer) Snape's memory. You can see how much Snape loves Lily and how he sacrificed his life for Harry. I cried when they put spells all over Hogwarts, I cried when Fred and Lupin died, I cried, I cried, I cried.

J.K Rowling,Harry Potter, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley and the rest of the Weasleys, Severus Snape, Albus Dumbledore,Hagrid, Luna Lovegood, Neville Longbottom, Seamus Finnigan, The Patil's Twins, Dean, McGonagall, The Order of Phoenix's members and the rest of the wizard world, Thank You for all 10 years of great adventure, day-dreaming, spirits, advices and everything. You shall be missed and loved!

p/s: This is more to a tribute. Sorry fellas.

Wipeout 2.0

2011-07-13T01:38:00.002+08:00

I choose not to talk about it.

Those who are expert knew how dirty it is.

Those who are newbie learn how dirty it can be.

But, that does not mean I don't care.

Being still and doing nothing are two different things

Jackie Chan, The Karate Kid (2010)

Distance II

2011-07-12T01:37:00.003+08:00

Between you and me,

we haven't meet for almost 6 month. Thanks to practicum and hectic schedule both of us have.

I tried to be the laid-back friend, didn't bother to call you because I am afraid that I'm disturbing you. And I don't want you to worry about me here, I trained myself not to be depending on you too much. I restrained myself from texting you because I don't want to feel sad thinking that you are far away from me.

I am very much in happy whenever we have video-call sessions. 'You loose few kilos', the first line I said on our first VC. 'No, I loose pounds!'. We were both laughing even is not really funny. We talked for an hour and you have to leave for class. The second VC, we had to finish the conversation because I'm sleepy. The third, you have a test tomorrow. The fourth, you have an event to attend. The fifth, the sixth, the seventh, I couldn't recall hence we both have excuses.

Slowly, we change. I knew I changed. I realized that I didn't VC you when I promised to, I tried a.s.a.p to be on the net. And your housemate answer it with 'He's out with classmate'. I felt bad. I text you numerous of time yet no replies. I guessed you were really mad at me. After few days of waiting, you call me in the middle of the night. I was sitting still with earphones playing soppy songs. I have no idea why I get so teary when I hear your voice. But you never ask why I cried.

Slowly, we change. You forget what had happened to me on 6th June. I called because I needed you. You never answer. I lost count how many time did I call you. I felt the sudden change, I tried to ignore it. I forgot to miss you. I was mad instead. Mad about us.

And thats how it begins.

From short video calls, to buzzing on the net, to forget what happen to each other. We slowly become oil and water. Refuse to dissolve like we used to. I don't understand how it happen. When I call you, you were tired. When you call me, I was sleepy. Even the universe doesn't want us to be friends anymore. Yes, you will always be my friend.

As much as I am hurt by this situation, I am still happy for you. Congratulation on your exams. Congratulation on your new place. Congratulation on your new friends. Congratulation for ignoring me. Its the best decision you ever made. I learn how much I can do and deal with myself now. Thank You.

And, Happy 22nd Birthday. Have a blast.

When distance is a factor.

2011-07-08T02:44:00.001+08:00

' Haiiiiiiiiiiiii!! '
' kenape? '
' saje2. Hehe'
' Ive got company la sekarang. Call lain kali'

Beep beep beep.....

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July Babies

2011-07-04T00:57:00.004+08:00

As my June ends with Tranformers 3: Dark of the Moon, I planned to watch all 6 of this movie in July. I might watch Horrible Bosses or The Ward. But it ain't my priority now. Here I present my July snacks!

(Its Tom Hanks people. TOM HANKS!)

(FINAL CHAPTERS. ME CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THIS!)

(Upon Ament request cause she seems to love Chris Evans so much)

(I'm sure if I watch it in the cinema, there will be many scenes cut-out from the movie, just like 'Love and Other Drugs' therefore, I will download this baby)

I'll write the review soon!

Review: Transformers 3 : Dark of the Moon

2011-07-03T23:41:00.007+08:00

Aloha everyone. So I've been busy couple of days ago doing some assignments and now I am free. I watched Transformers 3 on the second day of the world premier date, that is on 30th June. I actually wanted to see it on the first day, but as I arrived to the mall, the ticket for the whole day including the 3D version was full. Refuse to go home with empty handed, my friends and I bought the ticket for the next day. We are consider pretty lucky as on the next day, reports from twitter and facebook mentioned that tickets for Transformers 3 are sold out for the next two week. HAHAHA.

The third sequel of this movie bring us to the new babe, Rosie Huttington-Whiteley which I think is personally hot since she is one of the angel (Victoria's Secret I mean) and she's British. I like how is she less meaner than the previous heroin, Megan Fox. Not that I don't like Fox (She's hot too) , but you can see how different is the relationship between Sam (Shia) and Cathy (Rosie) than Sam with Mikaela (Fox). But Rosie need to practice more on acting as she seems a bit nervous in the movie. However in this case, I forgive her (Not because she's British) but since this is her first big movie role.

In Dark of The Moon, we get to met one of the oldest prime (remember that they have 7 prime? and Optimus is one them), Sentinel Prime was Optimus teacher, is the Einstein in Cybertonian (Planets of Autobots and Decepticons) where he (since he has beard and mustache) creates a weapon that could destroy Decepticons. He created it in pieces and he is the only robot who can operate it. When Sentinel was found by the Autobots, he was dead. Remember the thing that bring Optimus back to life in Transformers 2? The blue sharp thing? Apparently, this thing can bring any robots and machine back to life. Being the goody robots, Optimus bring Sentinel back to life without knowing that Sentinel was a traitor. Yes, Sentinel made a plan to meet Megatron to use earth as their new planes as Cybertonian was destroyed by the Decepticons during their war. Sentinel did not like how robots are being treated in the earth. He keeps on mentioning that back in Cybertonioan, robots are god but in earth, it seems that autobots are slave for the human. Can the Autobots save the Earth from Decepticons and Sentinel? Thats for you to find out! :)

A few of my friends said that the plot of the movie is ridiculous. And it is too long (Nearly 2 hours 30 minutes). I do agree its too long for a movie, but its quite normal for Michael Bay's movies. personally I don't mind if its even 4 hour! Because in this particular movie, there are new autobots and new decepticons. I lost count on how many time Bumblebee transform in this movie because I was so fascinated by the CGI technics. I am totally into the red Ferrari 458 Italia cause he nunchaku (Bruce Lee's famous weapon)!

About the critics saying that the plot is ridiculous, I found them ridiculous. This is a sci-fiction movie. It is mean to be ridiculous. What do you expect from the movie? That Sam and Dylan fight all the time? Or Sam and Cathy smooching through the movie? Its a movie about robots people! Michael Bay bring more robots this time. BE HAPPY! and if your are saying the plot is slow, it is slow because it is pack with car transform into awesome machine. Can you remember how many time did the cars change? You can't because there are so many scenes with it!

Watching the movie, make me feel like watching Battles of Los Angeles meet with 2012 (the building collapse scene) meet with Transformers! it was that awesome people! sad that some say the movie is disappointing. or maybe they are not an avid fan like I am.

The one thing I don't like about this movie is about Ironhide. He is like my favourite character in the movie. How could they do that to him! (go figure by yourself). One thing that I do realize is Cathy changing from high heel to flat shoes . Its pretty obvious. Why did they let her wear stiletto anyway? That woman is tall, she does not need killer heels. Just let her wear flats in the movie next time. Shia looked like a dwarf standing next to her!

I'll rate this movie 9 out of 10 stars. More robots, Less talking, Hot heroine and Optimus Prime is reaaaallly cool in the movie. I couldn't give them full marks because of the annoying blonde madam in the movie, they did not give enough scenes for Megatron to show his badass skill and I did not agree on what they did to Ironhide.

p/s: I like Megatron's pet. Its like watching Fawkes from Harry Porter :)

Yuna - Penakut

2011-07-02T18:03:00.001+08:00

Since Ive been seeing quite a number of people from all over the world visiting my page, here I present to you one of the great talent in Malaysia. She is really really good.

Enjoy peeps!

At ease

2011-07-02T14:41:00.002+08:00

When someone backfire you,

saying things that they have no idea would hurt you,

all you want to do is to say that it hurts

but you can't.

because it is custom that you can't say rude things to elders.

Its forbidden in any kind of religion.

What can you do then?

Locked your self in your room,

wishing that someone would come and save you from this.

Movie Review

2011-07-01T02:04:00.001+08:00

SOON

Review: I Am The Best-2NE1

2011-06-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!

the music video (mv) is out. Its about time where 2NE1 come back to their root; singing auto-tuned rock song. Don't get me wrong though, I LOVE their ballads (It Hurts & Lonely). Despite some review telling that this song is too messy, I beg to differ. Its exactly what 2NE1. Loud music, auto-tune voiced and killer outfits.

This song is similar to 'Clap Your Hand' concept where wild and freaky characters are portrayed through each members. Kudos to Bom's studded mini-dress and Louboutin heels, she looks like an assassin in this movie.I love how CL look like a WWF champion earlier in this mv. I'm digging Minzy's spinning ring and who doesn't want to own Dara's Ice Cream hat?? I know I do. It look cute and badass at the same time.

This mv was not as colourful as 2NE1's previous mv (Fire, Can't Nobody), The used of black and white in this movie made it suitable with their silver monochrome dresses designed Gareth Pugh. Which make me wonder, how much does the dresses cost? Remember Balmain's red safety pin jacket wore by CL for the Lonely mv? I checked the price online, it cost more 3K US dolars, which made it almost 9K in RM.Do I even need to write down how much Bom's dress by the late Alezander Mcqueen in her mv 'Don't Cry'? Don't think so. You guess it by yourself.

I give this song full stars. 2NE1 is back!

p/s: YG Family please come Malaysia!

10 minit sebelum tidur

2011-06-28T02:47:00.003+08:00

Langit gelap.

Guruh.

Perlahan lahan, air turun.

Hujan, tak lebat,

Cukup untuk rasa tenang, selesa

Waktu masih awal untuk beradu,

Air panas dalam mug dinasour ada ditepi,

Habanya bikin aku rasa selamat

Sempurna.

Dan kalau handphone aku berdering

Oh! kamu pemanggilnya.

Malam ini mungkin akan jadi lebih sempurna.

Other version

2011-06-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

Since 'I am the best' music video is no yet to be release, I'll give you another version of 2NE1-Lonely.

Naega Jeil Jal Naga

2011-06-26T23:17:00.001+08:00

Soon!

WWF

2011-06-26T02:16:00.001+08:00

Come to meh!

We only say goodbye with words

2011-06-22T00:37:00.006+08:00

Maskot Garang. Ginger.

Last time jumpa, last week. tu pun bukan semua.

How I miss you guys :)

Bila la nak jumpa lagikan? Semua duduk bersepah sepah satu Malaysia. Cepatlah korang kawin, boleh jumpa.

Losing Game

2011-06-20T01:04:00.002+08:00

Ingin saja aku uraikan satu persatu masalah aku.

Di depan semua yang aku panggil kawan kawan.

Dengan semua yang sedarah sedaging dengan aku.

Dan selalu aku berharap agar aku lancar bercerita tentang perihal menggangu aku.

Yang bikin aku sedih tiba tiba.

Yang buat aku menangis bila seorang diri.

Jujurnya, aku hairan juga. Bagaimana bisa kalian bercerita kisah sedih pada aku. Bagaimana yakinnya kamu menyusun beribu kata kata tentang keluarga mu, rakan rakan mu yang tidak aku kenali atau pun lelaki yang kamu jatuh hati.

Aku tak punya keyakinan itu.

Aku tak ada kata untuk bercerita.

Ya, aku memang kecoh dan gemar sungguh bersembang tentang hal semasa.

Kalau berita peribadi?

Kerana setiap kali aku ingin buka mulut, aku fikir yang tiada siapa peduli.

Kerana kalau aku fikir aku betul, mungkin jika aku cerita pada kamu, dimata kamu aku salah, dimata kamu aku mengada.

Bahasa mata cukup mudah untuk dibaca oleh aku.

Atau aku fikir masalah aku tak sebesar mana. Maka tak perlu dicerita.

Deritanya aku dengan masalah bukan derita seperti rakyat di hujung Israel. Berjuang demi Baitulmaqdis,

Sedihnya aku bukan seperti mereka di Narathiwat yang menangis ketakutan setiap hari dek bedilan askar dan bom berani mati.

Itu yang aku selalu fikir bila hati aku terdetik untuk bercerita masalah aku.

Dan kerana itulah, masalah ini makan diri aku sendiri.

Review: Green Lantern

2011-06-16T17:06:00.005+08:00

I actually watched the movie couple of days ago (15 June 2011), but due to my hectic schedule I kept on postponing to write the review of this movie. My bad readers! so, here it its, My review of the new superhero-chain movies, the Green Lantern.

I'll be honest with you, I have zero knowledge about Green lantern. I know about its existence in the superhero-hall-of-fame, but my curiosity never fell in to it. As long as its a superhero movie, I am not gonna miss the chance to watch it!

Hal Jordan (Ryan Reynolds) is a normal guy who have a job with a beautiful chick, Carol Ferris played by th famous Serena Van Der Woodsen, Blake Lively. He is not responsible and always step off when it comes to commitment. Story made short, one of the Lanterns crashed to the earth and the green ring find its new master. Hal was chosen by the ring, making him the first human to be a Green Lantern.

So he had to fight this monster called Parallax who kills the enemy using the power of fear. The different between Parallax and The Green Lanterns Corp is they used different power. Parallax fights with the power of fear while The Greens protect the universe using the power of Freedom and Courage. The Green ring is no-ordinary ring. It can be what ever you want it to be. Its like having a genie granting all your wishes.

In this movie, Green Lantern has to stop Parallax for conquering the universe. After Parallax manage to destroy couple of weird-name-planet, Earth is his next mission. So, this Hal Jordan as the first human Lantern begged the Green Lantern Corps (Association consisting 3ks Green Lanterns) and the Immortal elders from planet Oa to kill parallax himself. It sorta how he want to prove that his ready to take responsibility. And like other superheroes movies, Hal managed to kill Parallax making the earth safe, his gal happy and earn his place in the corps. Fin.

Since I am a avid fan of superheroes movies, frankly speaking I am quite disappointed with this movie. I was expecting it to be full with incredible CGI technics and fighting scenes. But this is a total failure. Talking scenes were like 85% percent in this movie. And trust me, the talking were no good. It feels like ages to actually see a action scene and it wasn't that incredible. Having Ryan Reynold to play the Green Lantern is a good choice. He has the face of a superhero and the hot abs definitely help him. I wished Blake Lively could ditch her Gossip-girl looks. Its not that I don't like her (Well, I prefer Blair more), but I hope she could step up her acting skills for her next movie. Get more dirtier and badass perhaps? I mean whats the different between her role in here than as Serena Van Der Woodsen? Hot, Pretty, Talented, Rich. Work harder Blake!

As a superhero movie, this movie is not really worth watching for. However, the good news is, this could be a start of a great movie franchise in making. Just take a look at X-Men movies, the first two weren't that great but as people watched it, it grows in you to the point the movie start to make sense. I am crossing my fingers, hoping there will be a second movie of the Green Lantern, packed with action and mind-blowing CGI technics.

I give this movie, 2.5 out of 5 stars. Yep. its bad. This is not a superhero movie. Is a movie with a hero in it.

Review: Super 8

2011-06-16T17:04:00.002+08:00

With the name of Steven Spielberg under this movie I couldn't help myself to put this movie into a must-see-movie-for-this-June. As a movie addict, I am aware for the fact that Spielberg is a one of a kind director who have different point of view in creating movies and this movie is a solid proof of it. And with POV from J.J Abrahams the guy who bring us Cloverfield, I know this one gonna be a hit.

Super 8 is a movie about group of kids who happen to see a train crashed. Now, here's the illogical part. How can a truck hit a train and the train damaged so bad yet the driver still safe? I mean, instead of an old truck, perhaps Spielberg could use tractor or bulldozer or a big giant lorry to hit the train. Perhaps it would look real instead. Despite being the starter of the movie, I think the crashed scene is the highlight of this movie. You'll be amazed of the explosion they created for this scene.

This group of kids were making zombie movie when the crashed happens, later do they know their video camera managed to capture the creature inside the train. Before they knew about the existence of the creature, US military arrive withing seconds after the train accident. The army decided to remain silent about the accident, until the deputy sheriff of the town Lillian met them. Played by Kyle Chandler (from the infamous drama 'Early Edition') had no idea that his son Joe (Joel Courtney) was one of the witness to see the train crashed.

The army did not want anyone to know about this accident, they later carry an operation called 'Walking Distance' to evacuate Lillian from any living things. Story made short, one girl from the group got caught by the Creature, so the rest is trying their best to save her.

Basically, that is about the story.

But since its Spielberg movie, I somehow was entertained by this movie.

I gave this movie double thumbs for the train crashed

My favorite character in this movie is the kids who likes fire and explosion, Cary played the super talented Ryan Lee from the movie Red Snapper.

Overall, I give this movie 3.5 stars out of 5. It needs to fasten the plot, reduce some talking scenes, and more action since it is an action movie.

p/s: Amanda Michalka from the famous 78 Violet (Formally knows as Aly & AJ, shes AJ) made a cameo for playing part as a sister to one of the boys in the group.

Summer Daze

2011-06-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

Imagine sitting at the bench, with ice-tea, and sunny day.

Simple, yet Summer-ry.

Love it.

Balmain Piece

2011-06-07T22:51:00.003+08:00

So, the other day, in different post, I mention about Balmain's jacket worn by CL from 2NE1. Today, I found another piece by Balmain. Worned by the infamous vampire wannabe, Kristen Stewart.

Doesn't she look stunning?

The Dress.

Oh, she smiles. no wonder :)))

Green Lantern: Power Ring

2011-06-07T15:01:00.004+08:00

I'm not confident with my answer, but who knows, I MIGHT get free tickets. *Finger crossed

Jum Nako: Paper Dress

2011-06-06T22:59:00.002+08:00

Yes, all this made by paper. Creative!

Status Derma Organ

2011-06-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

So pagi tadi, aku tengok NTV7, Elaine Daily host talk show 'Bella'. Dorang bincang pasal organ donation. Kesian jugak aku tengok perempuan tu. apa entah nama dia, aku lupa. dia cakap la knowledge rakyat Malaysia tentang organ donation sangat sangat rendah. Ada yang tak tahu, ada yang takut, ada yang tak berminat.

Dia cakap hanya ada seratus ribu lebih je rakyat Malaysia yang mendaftar sebagai penderma organ. Sedih oi. Rakyat Malaysia ada 26 juta, yang daftar seratus ribu aje? lagi 25 juta 900 ribu tu apa cerita? Aku pun tergolong la dalam 25 juta 900 ribu tu :(.

Dulu time duduk hostel, aku dah ex-roomate aku, Ija ada isi form pendaftar organ tu. time tu kiteorg bawah 21 tahun lagi, so kena mintak permission parents, then kena post for tu. Leceh la wey. maka, sampai kesudah lah aku tak post post.

Ada kawan aku cakap, as a Muslim aku tak boleh derma organ. WADEHEL? dia cakap, macam mana kita dijadikan oleh Allah, macam tu jugaklah kita kena kebumikan. So kiranya, kalau orang yang excident patah tangan tu, jenazah dia tak diterima Allah? macam gitu? ridiculous betul la. So, aku kan curious. Aku search la kat Google untuk tahu hal yang sebenar. Betulkah dalam Islam tak boleh derma organ. Hasil aku check, sebagai seorang Muslim kita boleh menderma organ pada seseorang sekiranya ia menyelamatkan nyawa orang itu.

Kiranya, derma organ ni macam last resort. Selagi pesakit tu boleh survive, biarlah dia dengan organ dia saja. Bukan apa, organ transplant ni benda serius. Buatnya organ penderma tak sesuai dengan penerima macam mana? Tak ke haru biru. Dan, bukan semua organ boleh kita derma, based on this saying lah. a

Ulama'-ulama' Islam melalui Majma' al-Fiqh Al-Islami (6 Zulqaedah 1410), Akademi Fiqh Liga Dunia Islam (1405), dll kebanyakkannya membenarkan amalan menderma organ manusia. Diantara syarat yang dikenakan ialah organ yg diambil itu merupakan organ yang boleh dibiakkan kembali. Tidak dibenarkan menderma organ utama seperti mata, jantung, tangan, kaki, buah zakar orang hidup kepada seorang yg lain, kerana ini boleh memudharatkan si penderma dan juga organ ini tidak boleh di biakkan kembali (reproduce). Perjanjian mesti ditanda tangani dan diantara syaratnya ialah organ-organ ini tidak boleh dijual beli. Perbincangan yg detail boleh anda baca didalam ruang fatwa al-ahkam dari fatwa yang diambil dari buku fatawa Muasyirah (2/532), karangan Sheikh Dr Yusuf Al-Qaradhawi ha. Kami tertarik dengan penerangan yg diberikan oleh Sheikh Al-Qaradhawi didalam fatwanya yg lain (Lihat urlnya dibawah) berkenaan dengan isu diatas, katanya

Betul jugak cakap Ulama Ulama ni. Ye lah, kalau kau masih hidup dan kau derma kan mata kau, nanti kau nak tengok dunia macam mana? nak naik kereta, nak jalan macam mana? Lainlah kalau kau sudah meninggal dunia. tu boleh lah. Kiranya, lepas kau dah guna mata kau, kasik chance la kat orang yang buta untuk guna pulak. I mean, kita ni bukan kita punya. Kita semua pinjaman Allah untuk hidup kat dunia, Dia yang punya semua; Jasad, Roh, Nyawa, Darah, Tulang Temulang. Semua tuhan yang punya.

Menurut kawan aku yang tak berapa nak bijak pandangan tentang derma organ tu, dia cakap, kalau orang yang dah meninggal derma organ, itukan tanda mencabuli dan tidak menghormati mayat. Salah sebenarnya pendapat dia. Sebab,

Telah sedia maklum bahawa organ atau anggota tubuh badan manusia jika tidak didermakan untuk kemaslahatan manusia lain hanya akan rosak beberapa hari selepas kematian, dimakan cacing. Maka kenapa tidak didermakan sahaja untuk dimunafaatkannya kepada sesiapa yang memerlukannya, dia akan memperolehi pahala yg besar, daripada ia hilang dengan secara percuma?" - [Fatawa Mua'syirah (3/66)

Makanya, sebagai Muslim kita boleh derma organ. Sebab tu dulu ada satu kes seorang lelaki beragama Islam derma hati dia kat satu bayi di Malaysia. Hati boleh di derma sebab hati boleh tumbuh semula. Ha, hebatkan? tak payah siram dan bagi makan, hati boleh tumbuh semula. Itu semua Allah punya kuasa. Masyallah.

Dalam Islam sendiri kita digalakkan bersedekah. Kalau tak mampu bagi duit, bagi makanan. kalau tak mampu bagi makanan, bagi senyuman. Tak ada alasan la kalau kau tak nak besedekah. Kasik organ kau pun kira sedekah la.

'Barangsiapa yang menyelamatkan satu nyawa, maka seolah olah ianya telah menyelamatkan nyawa umat manusia keseluruhannya'

Surah Al-Maidah, ayat 32

Kalau agama lain, aku kurang pasti. Tapi aku kira boleh la kan, sebab kalau tengok Grey's Anatomy ramai mat dan minah salleh derma organ. Jadi, apa kata kita semua yang tergolong dalam 25 juta 900 ribu rakyat Malaysia tu, daftar jadi penderma organ? Kalau alasan kau tak nak daftar sebab kau takut, cuba kau fikir kalau kau yang perlukan organ tu. Kesian dorang nak hidup sehari demi sehari. Takut nak keluar sebab kalau ada infection, habis la. Kesian tak kat diorang? Kesian kan? Takut diorang lagi takut dari takut kau.

Kalau still takut jugak, apa kate kalau kau ajak boyfriend, bestfriend kau sama sama daftar? Daftar je. Macam daftar status mengundi. Sonang je kan? Isi borang je. Tak susah kan?

Tapi kalau pada orang yang tak amik peduli pasal derma organ ni, satu je aku nak cakap. mungkin sekarang kau sihat walfiat. Boleh online hari hari, tweet macam2, pergi shopping, pergi melancong. Tapi esok lusa kau tahu ke apa yang akan jadi? Esok lusa mana tahu kau perlukan organ, orang tak nak derma kat kau. Baru kau rasa. Aku tak lah doakan musibah untuk kau, tapi bertimbang rasa la sikit, kau sihat. Ada orang yang sihat. Kalau tak ada duit nak bagi, derma lah organ. Organ tu pun bukan kau punya. Tuhan yang punya. okay?

Jom, daftar jadi penderma! mari!

Talent of the day: Najwa Latif.

2011-06-06T01:49:00.004+08:00

She is talented. Please someone, hired her.

Thumbs up Najwa!

Upcoming

2011-06-06T00:35:00.004+08:00

I am worry about myself. To me, it is necessary to watch new movies on its premier dates. I feel such a loser if I didn't get to watch a new movie. For an example, Red Riding Hood, Beastly. I feel like shit. So since now I'm doing nothing except that ridiculous Term Paper, I truly hope I can watch all up coming movies.

Before June ends, I truly hope I can watch all these movies

Transformer 3. Premier on 30th June 2011.

Ladda Land. A Thailand horror movie. Introduced by Farah.

Super 8. Zombies, Steven Spielberg. 'Nuff said.

I'm not a Green Lantern fan. But its a superheroes movie.

I want to put Hangover 2 poster, but I have no idea what is the date premier. Another movie, is Bridesmaid. It is already shown in US theater, sadly it will come to Malaysia on 7th July (If I'm not mistaken). A new movie by Cameron Diaz, Bad Teacher will make its debut on 24th June in US. No idea for Malaysia debut. Why la some movies do this. Different country with different dates. And also, in July, the long anticipated Harry Porter movie franchise will come to end. I can't wait to watch it!!

p/s: Tom Hanks will be hitting the cinema on July with his new movie-Larry Crowne. I can't wait!!

One's Way Back

2011-06-05T19:54:00.004+08:00

He really has a strong vocal. He need to work more on his English pronunciation, give it 3-4 years, He will be one great singer Korea would ever has.

Doesn't matter if you lost points to IU.

Kim Jonghyun, you gain 10000 million points from me,

and numerous points from all the Shawols.

Go Jjong!

Curly Hair Dudes

2011-06-05T19:23:00.005+08:00

Since I have super straight hair (Yeah, its proven. Whenever I blow-dry my hair, people think I had rebonding session), I just love dudes with curly hair. I have to specify dudes in here because my ex-roommate, Ija might think I adore her. buwek! hahaha. I love her, not adore her. Okay, I adore her hair :)

I think dudes with curly hair are hot. Imagine your fingers linge

r around his hair, that feeling. Isn't it awesome? My ex-boyfriend has a curly hair, I love to play with it. As a matter fact, even though we are not in relationship anymore, whenever I meet him I still played with his hair. I'll twirl it around, braided it and sometime even clipped the hair. Thank you for lending your hair to me.

After few years being single (and still is) I forget how much I like guys with curly hair. Until I went to a wedding reception. I was eating, then come this one curly hair dude. I can't even stop looking at him. He must feel so handsome, and think Imma psycho person. His hair was similar to Nidji (Indonesian band)'s Giring. Plus he wears Bon Jovi's shirt. Which is my all time favourite rock band.

These are my all time favourite guys with curly hair.

My favourite vampire, Jasper Hale in Twilight. Jackson Rathbone

Andy Samberg from I Love You Man

Adam Brody. Also know as Seth Cohen from The O.C

Gene Simmons' son, Nick Simmons

Orlando Bloom. No, ORLANDO BLOOM

Adrien Grener from the famous HBO series, Entourage.

And okay, Awal, you are one of my favourite curly dudes too. :)

Front teeth missing

2011-06-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

If you didn't laugh, you seriously need to see a doctor.

SHINee Replay Japanese Version / 君は僕の Everything OFFICIAL MV

2011-06-04T22:46:00.004+08:00

Kinda weird when I first listened to it since TaeMin sings many parts in the song and the fact that it is in Japanese add the weirdness since I am not used to Japanese song. However, the more I listen to it, I started to like it.

But I am wondering why the use Yoona from SNSD instead the original noona, Victoria from f(x). Not that I don't like her, but Victoria is more Noona-ness. Noona is a surname called by the male referring to an older female. For the fact that Onew is older than Yoona, he can't called her noona right? Instead of singing 'Noona neomu yeppo', Onew should sings 'Yoona neomu yeppo'. haha.

One thing that I keep envying is the sneakers. My god.I love all the sneakers, but I have to say, TaeMin's is my favourite. Taemin is wearing Adidas' Jeremy Scott shoes. Jeremy is no stranger when it comes to designing wickedly-awesome shoes. If I'm not mistaken, his piece was worn by 2NE1. The sneakers cost 185 US dolar. So times it with 3.5, RM647.50, WOW.

*Adidas Jeremy Scott sneakers, wore by Taemin

Another pieces that I attract me was Key's studded pants. Unfortunely I couldn't find the picture to show you. You need to watch the music video to see how awesome that pants is. I like how everyone look in the video. All 5 of them look really handsome and smart. Just look at the maknae, he looks so manly now.

I am so happy to see this video, and I know they will be daebak/subarashi for their Japan debut. Good Luck boys!

Review: X-Men: First Class

2011-06-03T02:26:00.005+08:00

Ever wonder why Professor X on wheelchair?

Ever wonder how Professor X and Magneto met?

Ever wonder how X-Men started?

if you say yes to at least 2 of this question, this movie will give you the answer. As an X-Men avid, I am happy how they create the movie. And how clever did they synchronized all the franchise. From X-Men 1,2,3 then X-Men:Wolverine to this, very very clever. Its amazing how they organize each movie, and if you have watch all 5 movie including this one, everything will come into one clear picture. How the X-Men started, how Prof X and Eric turned from friends to frienemy.

So this movie started with how Eric (Magneto) discover his power. Kinda sad to know how he had his life, his mom got killed by Bad-ass Klaus Shmidt played by Kevin Bacon. Then the story moved to how Charles (Prof X) and Raven (Mystique) become the only friend for each other.

Basically, this movie is about Eric wanting to kill Klaus. Klaus who also a mutant killed Eric's mom. So revenged. On the way of killing Klaus, Eric met Charles and they started to recruit more mutant to fight against Klaus who have a plan to start World War 3. So, together with Raven, they recruit Hank (Beast), Sean (Banshee), Angel (Played by Lenny Kravitz daughter, Zoe) and Armando (Darwin) to fight against Klaus. Later on, Angel refused to play part in Charles/Eric plan and joined Klaus with Azazel (I seriously think he's the father of Hellboy. Some web claimed he is the father of Night Crawler, check X:Men 2 for the character), Janos (Riptide) and Emma (She has a telepath like X). Darwin got killed by Klaus, which was the starter of the whole X-Men, revenge.

In this movie, we'll find out how Hank turn to be Beast. How Charles and Eric got the name Professor X and Magneto. The title of the movie definitely suit the story line. There were no seconds that I felt bored the entire time watching this movie. However, if you think you going to get awesome scene fights like X:Men 3, you will be disappointed. This movie is a great reference for those who wanted to know the history of X-Men, those X-Men addicts (like me) or those who simply want to understand the relation of X-Men.

Using Hank's machine, Charles detected mutants all over the world, where he and Eric met wolverine. Yes, Hugh Jackman made a quick cameo in the movie. Charles and Eric met him in a bar. As Charles greet him, Logan (Hugh Jackman) quickly reply 'Go Fuck Yourself'. And that was it. Also seen in this movie, when younger Raven transform to adult Raven, the girl who played Mystique from X-Men 1,2,3, Rebecca Romijn (pronunce as Romaine) made a quick cameo too with the line 'How about this?'.

Now that I have understand where Charles and Eric started the mutant fusion and how Logan turned to Wolverine and Jean Grey evolution in X-Men:Wolverine, I can't wait for another franchise. Perhaps about Ororo (Storm) and Cyclops (Scott)? oh quick points, you will also figured how Magneto got his wicked helmet too.

If I could rate this movie, I will give it 8 out of 10. The story line was detailed, and each characters were described well. However, it will be way much better if more fighting scenes since it is a superheroes movies. Credits the producers who did not choose to turn this movie to 3d, because if they do, I'll be asking for my money back as there were only a few CGI technics (Recalled Green Hornet?). Thumbs up for the flying submarines scene, it was definitely the high light of Magneto's power since I think the moving-satellite scene is too touchy-touchy (you'll understand it when you have watched it)

So if you haven't watch the movie, you should go and watch it. Definitely worth you RM 9.00 (with students'card) or RM 8.00 on Ladies Night or RM 13.00 for normal day. Enjoy your movie and enjoy Professor Charles Xavier with plenty hair (and pretty handsome too)

Inspired

2011-06-03T02:18:00.001+08:00

I WANT THIS!!!

15 Tahun

2011-06-02T00:47:00.003+08:00

So, who is she?

Apesal nama dia TT (Trending in Twitter)?

Aku kan mempunyai tahap curiosity yang sangat tinggi, so aku google, klik 5-6 page. baca. tepuk dahi. mengucap. dan timbul rasa sedih kat budak ni. umur baru 15 tahun.

Aku time 15 tahun, time baru nak belajar la keluar sendiri, pergi tuisyen sendiri, naik bas, jalan kaki. zaman nak kenal dunia. waktu tu, aku suka sangat dengar Sheila on 7.

Umur 15 tahun, biasalah. hormon tinggi, ada la jugak lah cintan cintun. tapi aku ni kononya perahsia, nak nampak cool. sorang member pun aku tak cerita. diam diam je.

Umur 15 tahun, aku develop minat melukis. conteng dinding sekolah bila tak ade orang nampak. Bila cikgu ajar ke depan, samada aku tidur, tak pun lukis baju. hahahahaha. kelakar betul. time tu, aku betul betul minat la nak jadi fashion designer. aku bawak manik and kain pergi sekolah. Bila waktu rehat, aku biasa jaga belakang blok sebab aku pengawas dulu, bosan kot jaga kat situ. so, aku akan menjahit la manik. devoted sungguh.

Umur 15 tahun, aku jadi rebel sikit sikit. Ponteng tuisyen and kelas kadang kadang. aku sedih sikit time form 3. waktu form 1 n 2, aku aktif main hoki. sanggup aku pergi training pukul 7.30 pagi kat stadium then berkejar pergi tuisyen pukul 10 sampai pukul 12.30. weekend aku habis macam tu je lah. masuk form 3, cikgu hoki pindah. so cikgu yang ganti dia tu cakap perempuan tak sesuai main hoki. Apakah?

Apa ape pun, umur aku 15 tahun, tak tahu menahu pun pasal isu dara tak dara ni. serius. even aku ada cinta monyet time tu, tak pernah sekalipun aku dan awal cakap pasal benda benda ni. maybe sebab aku ni nerd sangat kot. ke awal yang nerd? sebab kalau kite org sembang or message guna henpon Alcatel (nama brand henpon) biasa cakap pasal sheila on 7, pasal lord of the ring, pasal komik 'penyiasat remaja'. Okey fine, memang kiteorg budak nerd. Pakai kasut sneakers dan t-shirt oversize dan jeans pusaka. memang nerd.

aku tak sangka betul. umur budak tu baru 15 tahun, sebaya adik sepupu aku je. selamba badak kau bukak pekung. Ye, honesty is the best policy. tapi tengok la pada siapa? kalau umur baru 15 tahun dah menjaja status tak dara sambil tak kisah digelar bohsia, who knows what my happens in the future. 18, pregnant without getting married? Based on her blog, aku rasa dia ni budak cerdik. pandai menulis dalam bahasa Inggeris dan yang penting, masih bersekolah. Budak masih mentah, mungkin dia stress. kita tak tahukan? so, instead dari korang hentam dia kat blog tu, apa kata kalau doakan agar terbuka hati dia untuk taubat? doakan minda dia untuk berfikir dengan lebih matang? supaya dia tahu betapa seriusnya hal dagangan status dara tak dara ni?

Jom, mari semua orang. doakan yang terbaik untuk budak tu. Bismillah.

I

2011-05-31T01:14:00.006+08:00

Okay, berdasarkan pos yang bawah ni,aku rasa lega sikit.

Aku admit, aku memang lain dari sesetengah sepupu aku. Aku pakai tudung pun pendek, pakai baju tayang lengan, mencarut tu benda biasa sangat, keluar malam balik bila pukul 4-5 pagi. aku ada kawan gay, kawan lesbo. aku tahu gay-lesbo ni berdosa. of course la. Kau ingat aku tak tegur ke? aku tegur dan aku memang tak approve cara hidup macam tu. Itu je cacat celanya, other than that, dorang masih kawan kawan aku. masih boleh buat aku gelak macam orang gila dengan lawak lawak dorang. Aku selalu doa agar kawan kawan aku yang homo ni, terbuka hati nak jadi straight. Insyallah, satu hari nanti, Allah bukakan hati mereka. Amin.

Aku sedar, aku tak macam sepupu aku. Ambil course syariah, subjek subjek berkaitan hal hal akhirat, hal hal agama. Adik aku sendiri ambil course begitu, Alhamdulillah. Aku bersyukur aku dikelilingi orang yang arif bidang agama. Aku sedar, TESL yang aku ambil ni jauh tersimpang dari perihal agama. Aku tahu. Tapi tu tak bermakna aku tak tahu halal haram. Aku tahu arak tu haram, sebab tu aku tak minum. Aku tahu babi tu haram, aku tak sentuh pegang apatah lagi makan. Even anjing ada yang comel, aku tahu aku tak boleh sentuh. Jangan la hina aku dengan soalan soalan 'Kilah, anjing boleh bela ke tak?' Aku rasa hina gila. Soalan tu bagi aku, macam persoalkan aku ni muslim ke tak. Aku nak kecik hati pun, aku nak bagi tahu siapa? semua orang macam dah stereotype aku. Dah ada perception yang aku ni dah tak tahu halal haram agama. Aku tak kata yang aku ni arif hal agama, perkara perkara asas tu aku tahu lah.

Tambah kecil hati bila aku cakap kita as muslim tak perlu takutkan hantu sebab dalam Al Quran tak ada mention pun kewujudan hantu. yang ada cuma Jin dan Syaitan. Bila aku cakap macam tu, kau tahu dorang kata apa? 'Eh, tak sangka kilah tau jugak benda benda mcm tu' sambil gelak gelak sesama sendiri. time tu aku rasa hina gila.Tapi aku nak bagitau dekat siapa? Mira jauh kat Damansara, Kak Yang busy nak kawin, Kawan kawan baik pun busy dengan assignment, kawan kawan unisel pun ada hal sendiri. Jadi, aku buat je muka tebal, diam dan senyum.

Aku ada self-confident yang tinggi. Aku aware pada perkara tu. Aku tak segan dengan kekurangan yang aku ada. Tapi bagi tau la aku, macam mana aku nak kekalkan self-confident aku, kalau bila aku buat sesuatu dengan hasil usaha sendiri, balik balik comment yang aku dapat negative? Aku lukis macam macam, aku tunjuk, komen aku dapat 'Lukisan apa macam ni?'. Aku jahit manik, 'Jahit tak kemas, jahit ni salah'. Semua. Semua. It feels like if i'm auditioning. Everytime. kalau aku nak kena puji, i have to fake myself. i have to pretend. Penat la. Aku nak kena fit in with the environment, kalau tak aku kena outcast. Apa choice yang aku ada?

Aku asyik jadi pessimist je,aku tak larat. Aku nak live my dream. Aku nak jadi Journalist, aku nak travel. Kalau ada jodoh, aku kawin. Aku nak jadi anak yang mampu tanggung Umi and Baba, jadi kakak yang baik buat meme, belikan mak barang smart shop, Insyallah.

YOU

2011-05-31T00:41:00.002+08:00

You eat, you fat. You don't eat, you anorexia. You read book, you are nerd. You don't read book, you are dumb. You tell a secret, you an attention seeker. You don't tell secret, you still an attention seeker. You talk a lot, you are noisy. You don't talk, you are freak. You wear new clothes, show off. You wear old stuff, you pathetic.

You like Manchester United, you just following trends. No one say nothing if you like Chelsea, Liverpool or Blackpool. If Man Utd won, you say its just luck. If Man Utd lost, you say the deserve it. What did Man Utd do to you that make you hate it so much?

You like listening to Korean music, you have no taste in music. So how can I have the taste in music? By adding pepper and salt?

You get close with your classmate, mouth start rumors. You help classmate do assignment, you have crush. What? I can do good deeds?

You stay single, you lonely. You never stay single, your love is cheap.

You buy branded stuff is showing off money. You buy fake brand you still showing off.

You talk English in Malay environment you showing off (again)

You speak out your opinion, you are bitchy. You keep silent, you are coward.

You point your friend mistake, you showing off. You don't point it, you not a good friend.

You can't satisfy everyone. Face it

Beautiful World

2011-05-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

Lepas habis praktikal, aku duduk rumah. duduk Ipoh, dengan mak bapak, makan semua disediakan, baju boleh basuh dalam washing machine, tak ada duit boleh mintak tapi kena extra rajin buat kerja rumah. Kalau umi and baba tak ada, mak and abah ada je kat sebelah. semua mudah bila duduk rumah. rasa tenang. stress tak ada pun, kecuali term paper la.

Apa masalahnya?

Bila kau asyik muncul je pagi pagi depan rumah, sapu garaj, mula la mulut mulut berbunyi. kalau pergi kenduri kendara, ada la mulut mulut bernyanyi. bising bising suruh aku cari kerja, suruh aku kawin. apebende ni?

macam tadi, pergi kenduri. mula la,

'anak ke ni cikgu? la, dah boleh dapat menantu dah ni' ,

'dah besar kilah, boleh la kawin',

'bila lagi ni nak kawin? umur dah 22 kan? belajar pun dah habis. kawin je lah'

umur aku baru 22. aku belajar di universiti 4 tahun. aku ada banyak benda nak buat dalam hidup dan kawin belum lagi priority utama sekarang. Degree aku bukan untuk dibuat gantung kat rumah tayang kat anak anak.

kadang kadang aku sendiri tak berapa nak faham kenapa lepas belajar orang suruh kawin. tak ada kerja, suruh kawin. dah kerja, tanya bila nak kawin.

bukan la aku tak nak kawin, tapi kenapa apa apa sikit, kawin? kau single, bila nak kawin. kau dah kawin, bila nak ada anak. kau dah anak, bila nak dapat lagi anak. kau dah ada anak anak, bila kau nak kawinkan anak anak kau.

menyampah sebenarnya. aku ada cita cita aku. aku tau apa yang aku nak buat dalam hidup. aku nak bayar dulu hutang budi dengan semua orang. sepanjang aku belajar 4 tahun kat unisel, aku banyak berhutang budi. bukanlah aku tak nak kawin, tapi bila masa sampai, aku kawin la. tapi buat masa sekarang, aku belum puas belajar. dan aku tak nak lagi berhenti belajar. aku nak genggam Sarjana pulak.

bagi orang yang kerut kerut bila aku cakap aku nak sambung master tu, aku tak ambik pedulik pun. semua orang ada pendapat, aku tak pedulik pendapat kau. kau nak anak kau kawin lepas spm tu masalah kau lah. mak bapak aku boleh handle masalah anak dorang. okay?

Probably the worst lyric in the whole wide world

2011-05-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

You think Rebecca Black is the worst? Think again.

If only diet works like this.

2011-05-24T01:43:00.001+08:00

100 Facts

2011-05-23T02:44:00.003+08:00

001. Name → Ili Aqilah
002. Nickname(s)→ Ili, Qilah, Along, Ilah,
004. Zodiac sign → sagittarius

005. Male or female → Female

006. Elementary → Tadika ABIM
007. Middle School → Sri Al Ummah
008. High School --> SMKDAS
009. College School --> UNISEL
010. Hair color → black
011. Long or short → shoulder length
012. Loud or Quiet--> Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone with awesome camera
015. Health freak → A bit
016. Drink or Smoke? → Nope
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes
018. Eat or Drink → Drink
019. Piercings → Ears, one day maybe navel?
020. Tattoos → Nope

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → 5 Years old
024. First best friend → Nadiah Mr.Bean (Coz she sooo funny)
025. First award → Kindergarten. (Best Drawing)
026. First crush → Mark Feehily
027. First pet → Hamsters
028. First big vacation → Every vacation is big. hehehe
030. First big birthday → Everyday birthday gives a reason to party.

CURRENTLY:
053. Listening to → Kim Bo Kyung covering 2NE1-It hurts
049. Eating → Mint Chocolate
050. Drinking → Nescafe
052. I'm about to → Sleep and skip doing term paper.
054. Plans for today → after sleep, the whole day means TERM PAPER
055. Waiting for → someone to accidentally bank in sum of money in my account.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yeah
059. Want to get married? → With the God will
060. Careers in mind → Traveler Journalist.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous - Spontaneous...
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice arms
074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive but not annoying
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither. I like real people with real life situation.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yeah. TWICE
081. Ran away from home → What for?
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → I held grunge. hahaha
083. Killed somebody → Nope
084. Broken someone's heart → For his own good.
085. Been arrested → By police? No. By Discipline teacher? I lost count
087. Cried when someone died → Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yeah.
090. Miracles → If I have tried hard enough, I do hope miracle happens.
091. Love at first sight → Yeah.
092. Heaven → Yeah
093. Santa Claus → He never bring me any gift. So, I guess he didn't exist.
094. Tooth Fairy--> Nope. Thats why I give my teeth to the dentist.
095. Kiss on the first date - Nope.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Nope
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Not really. I need sum of money
099. Do you believe in God → Yeah
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ I'm just bored. so no.

HEMOHEMO

2011-05-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

Convo anyone?

2011-05-22T13:15:00.002+08:00

This is so true. Happy Convocation to ya'll.

Al-Fatihah

2011-05-22T10:28:00.002+08:00

Moga ditempatkan Syurga Firdaus buat anak anak yatim yang terkorban.

Al Fatihah

Kim Bo Kyung - It Hurts (2NE1)

2011-05-22T09:48:00.004+08:00

By far the best cover of 2NE1- It Hurts

(starts from 0:35)

Clown

2011-05-21T01:25:00.003+08:00

I heard that you settle down,

that you found a girl,

and you married now.

I heard that your dream come true,

Never mind I fine someone like you.

I wish nothing but the best of you too.

sometime it last,

but sometime it hurts instead.

Alexander Mcqueen Dress

2011-05-19T14:57:00.004+08:00

Do you know that she is the first to wear this as this dress was well kept by the Mcqueen family. They wouldn't let anyone wear this, however looking back at YG's (2NE1 production house) relationship with Alexander himself, the Mcqueen fulfill YG wish. Frankly speaking, I have no idea how much this dress cost. But I'm sure it is damn expensive. and btw, Park Bom rocks it better than the model. Hooray for Bom!

Lee Chae Rin

2011-05-19T14:27:00.009+08:00

The Bad-ass spec.

The all favourite pieces.

From Alaxender Mcqueen (RIP)

To the famous Chanel,

CL kicks in style for It Hurts music video. I like the whole princess-leia-look

And the genius men behind this are GD best friends from art school. I adore you dudes.

Yang Seung Ho, Lee Hyun Jung

Yang Seung Ho, G-Dragon (BigBang), Lee Hyun Jung

Head over heels.

Selamat Hari Kakak

2011-05-18T00:39:00.001+08:00

Dah 5 tahun. Aku tak pedulik kalau ada yang cakap haram sambut hari hari begini.
Aku tak ambil kira kalau kau cakap kita tak boleh sambut hari kakak.
Ini perkara personal aku. Hanya aku & Tuhan saja tau berapa dalam sedih aku tertanam.
Selamat Hari Kakak sedunia.
17 May 2011.

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Review: Lady GaGa-Judas

2011-05-17T12:17:00.003+08:00

So Gaga is back with even more gaga-ish outfits and gaga-ian songs. Well first, I didn't really know about this song until E! talked about it and newspapers gone wild with all the critics about this song. Being curious as usual, I watched it. My first compliment, kinda a okay. at least this one didn't show alien vahjayjay like her previous song Born This Way.

After listening to Judas 3-4 times, I really don't understand why it creates such massive news. The whole religious thing, I seriously don't understand. Is it the ornament on Judas' head similar to Jesus'. Or is it the whole dance that remind me of Michael Jackson's Thriller. I secretly think Gaga love Korean Pop since she always dance in the middle of her songs.

I don't get what this song is about, but I like how she pronounce Judas, 'Jude..ah, Jude...ah'. Kinda catchy doncha think so?

So far I still like Bad Romance though.

22nd June 2011

2011-05-17T12:09:00.003+08:00

With super high sneackers, colourful stockings and new hair,

this will be

DAEBAK

oops, not daebak but

SUBARASHII

p/s: Khanisah, betul ke subarashii?

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Review: Lonely by 2NE1

2011-05-16T13:51:00.003+08:00

The quartet is back with dashing outfits and gorgeous heels. Lonely is the new single by 2NE1 (You can pronounce it as twenty one without the second t, or 'to anyone'). Following previous record, this track have reached more than 4 million hits in just 4 days. Daebak (in Korean, Daebak means something big, great, powerful)

Lonely is a bit different from other Korean ballads. If you have seen the music video (mv), you noticed that acoustic guitar is being used as the main instrument for this song. It somehow give you more listening-to- live-song-feeling which in my opinion is clever. YG entertaiment (2NE1 production house) clearly is smart in promoting new singles.

Lonely is about a girl who feels lonely (duh!) during the season, while everybody is having partners, she on the on the other hand is alone and depress.

Kudos to CL who shows wide ranged of vocal in this song. She slowly is creeping Park Bom's tail in singing ballads. Minzy is on the process to sharpened her vocal skills. I feel a bit sorry to Dara. Her voice is so sweet yet she gets the smallest part in the song. I hope next time YG will give Dara more parts.

And I cannot just stop here. It is compulsory to comment of their outfits. CL pinned jacket, Bom new hair do, Minzy curly front and Dara shoes. I am frigging jealous. I wonder who are their stylist. Day by day, MV by MV, 2ne1 style is getting more and more edgy.

If I have to choose between Lonely or It Hurts , it hurts wins! Lonely is simple, too simple for 2ne1 in my opinion. I can feel the hurts in the 'It Hurts', but Lonely doesn't give me any alone-impact. I think YG is just being simple for this track since they wouldn't be any official promotion. So I can't wait for 2ne1 next track.

Something Borrowed Review

2011-05-16T13:41:00.004+08:00

*Trailer of Something Borrowed

So yesterday, Mira and I decided to have movie night since we were bored. The first choice was Kongsi. Mira was dying to watch it. on the other hand, I wanted to watch Fast 5. Lady luck was not on our side yesterday, as tickets for both movie sold out. even for Water for Elephant starring the cold-blood vampire Rob Pattinson and the legally blonde star Reese Witherspoon. With small amount of spirit left, we decided to watch Something Borrowed

The movie starts with Rachel's (Ginnefer Goodwin) 30th birthday celebration. Her best friend Darcy (Kate Hudson) throw the party at a club.It was Rachel who introduced Darcy to Darcy's future husband who was Rachel's Law School classmate Dex (Colin Egglesfield). After partying hard, Darcy went home with Dex, and Rachel went home with Ethan (John Krasinski) whom first I thought was gay since he's all sharp and witty plus clean very well in th

e movie.

Rachel was those women who have the carrier and the money yet not boyfriend at the age of 30. She even called her self 'The old woman with her cats', feeling sorry for her, Dex who come back to the party to find Darcy's 2k handbag asked Rachel for drinks. Later in the club, Rachel accidentally confess how she had fallen in love with Dex since law school. Shocked with that statement, both of them went back home in the same cab. Few silent moment, Dex kissed Rachel. And as usually,they have sex and the next morning they were shocked about their deeds.

This is when the movie actually starts. Dex and Rachel found out they have feeling toward each other. Being a best friend, Rachel at first refused to talk about it since it might hurt her best friend, Darcy. In the mean time, Darcy who did not anything, introduced Marcus (Steve Howey) to Rachel. Marcus and Dex are old friends where Marcus' dad is Realtor agent for Dex's dad (it rhyme don't you think? dex dad.)

As the story goes, Ethan slowly figured that Rachel is having some kinky business with Dex. Rachel couldn't hide it, so she spill the bean. Through this movie, Ethan keeps on pushing Rachel to tell the truth about her feeling to Darcy. Rachel refuses so since the wedding of Dex and Darcy is happening in the next few weeks. There where several scenes where Rachel flashbacks the memories she had with Dex. She never realize that Dex have the same feeling about her.

A week before the wedding, Rachel went to London to visit Ethan and to stay away from the wedding since Dex refuses to called-off the wedding. In London, Ethan confesses his feeling about her yet, he understand that Rachel is not in love with him but with Dex. The same day, she went back to the states and sees Dex waiting in front of her apartments. Surprisingly, Dex told her that he cancelled the wedding, and how he doesn't want to live with 'what he has to do' instead he wants to live with 'what he want to'. Clearly it was Rachel he wants. As they were discussing in the house, out of sudden, Darcy knocked the door. Dex quickly hides and Rachel open the door. Rachel confesses that she's pregnant with Marcus and she actually feels good that Dex cancelled the wedding. She leaves the house for a few seconds, and she knocked the door again. Stupidly, Rachel forget to hide Dex's coat and Darcy saw it. and you can guess what happen.

This story ended pretty okay actually, Rachel with Dex and Darcy is happy with Marcus. Poor Ethan. Since I like Kate Hudson, I give this movie a B. My advice, instead of queuing to get the ticket, better just download this one. This is just another chick-flick movie.

The book version

Favourite line from the movie

1. You are home to me

2. His name rhyme with sex, Dex Sex

Favourite character: Sorry Dex, you are all dashing and handsome. But I like Ethan more. :)

Hanggul

2011-05-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

So, since i have finish with practicum and classes, currently right now the only thing i have to do is the freaking Term Paper. doing chores is part of the time and i finally have more time to blog. yeay!

if you realize it, the hallayu wave is attacking our country. what is hallayu wave? its the whole Korean thingy. the places, the varieties and of course, the stars. out of the sudden, Malaysia is raising more and more hallayu wave fans.

before i continued with this post, i would like to admit that I am into this Korean too! haha

so, previously, i have no idea why girls and boys are soooo into Korean. until 2 of my best friend continuously talk about Korean stars, variety and such. they said that it was funny, hilarious and enjoyable to watch. being open minded, i ask them to transfer the good ones into my portable hard disk. i didn't watch it straight away, after finish watching desperate housewives season 5, i was bored. as i was exploring my hdd, i click on the 'Boys Over Flower'. the first Korean show i watched after several years. it is the Korean version of 'Meteor Garden'. story made short, i download the ost of the story, and one band captured my heart. then, one of my college friends, gave me her hdd and I saw the band name in the hdd. it was an MV. i watched it again and again. later did i know, this is the start of my own fandom.

long story made short again, i started to watch variety and explore more bands. and i admit, they are good.

until one day, i got asked about this fandom. someone ask me, wth people like Korean stars, why does people like korean songs, why korean that, why korean this. not to mention some people actually hated it. i understand. different people have different taste. I get it. I DO!

what i don't get, when some people comment and critics on those who like korean songs. some even said, how can us (the korean fans) understand the korean language. i mean, haven't they heard about SUBTITLE? or DICTIONARY?

why so many hatred or disgust on the people who love and enjoy watching and listening to Korean?

we have people who listened to Spanish, Mandarin, English, Indonesian songs and shows. I didn't see any hatred for them. but when there're Korean fan, ambushed attack are everywhere.

i thought that music and language are universal. and frankly speaking, if you actually listened to some of Korean songs, you might actually like it. its just you already have the stereotype image of Korean songs.

my cousin literally asked me, 'why don't you like Malay music?'

who said i dont? i love flop poppy, bittersweet, yuna, kru old songs. I do!

my friend said 'I dont get why girls are digging Korean boys. what so great about them? they are n0t really that good looking'

well, some people said George Clooney is the sexiest man ever, I beg to differ. you make Brad Pitt felt ugly.

i'm not asking you to like the Korean stuffs, i'm asking you to understand and be a bit more open minded. if the world can take Gaga's weird MVs, why don't you watch one on two Korean MVs?

btw, music is universal. be it Boys II Men, be it Paramore, be it Shinee or KARA. they are all musician. and if you really love music, you shouldn't be too judgmental to the music you don't even bother to listen.

okay. thats pretty much what i wanted to say to all the people who love trash-talking about the Korean music. try to adapt people taste before you want them to like your things. just like how I don't understand why Ija likes Shakira before. Until she keeps on playing her songs, it kinda grows on me. by far, my shakira's fav song is La Tortura. So to all those who critics the korean fan, spare yourself some pride. don't simply make comments when you don't even understand the fetish.

p/s: by Kpop, I really mean Korean. Gula Gula and Max 24:7 are not included. :p

Colourful Pages

2011-05-09T16:19:00.004+08:00

believe it or not, I owe them a lot.

they have teach me.

thank you 4 Maju and 4 Cerdik.

Sekejap lagi.

2011-05-02T09:16:00.003+08:00

Going back home. banyak benda aku nak buat.

1.Siapkan pixies students.
2. Dah siap, besok kena post.
3.Upload gambar farewell with 4 Maju, last class with 4 Cerdik and last day at SMK Kepong.
4. Packing stuff for holiday. yeeehaaaa
5. Photoshop pixies pictures.
6. Frame kan sijil sekolah bagi, 2 kad besar gabak 4 maju dan kad ucapan 4 cerdik
7. makan semua cookies, cakes, chocolates yg student bagi.
8. Kumpul duit beli gitar sendiri. share share ni tak best.

Probably not the exception.

2011-04-26T19:51:00.002+08:00

Dulu memang la. aku tak nak. aku takut. aku takut kalau satu hari kita move on, kita tak boleh patah balik macam dulu.
tapi, sekarang aku dah besar. umur dah nak menjangka 22.
dulu aku tak suka nak fikir benda benda ni, sebab bagi aku benda ni ridiculous. sangat!
tapi aku rasa, aku tak boleh satu hari pun tak fikir pasal kau.
tak ada satu hari pun, aku terlepas pandang sesuatu dan harap kau ada depan aku.
betul.
mungkin betul kata orang,
lelaki dan perempuan memang susah nak berkawan rapat.
dan aku rasa dah penat hidup dengan term 'teman tapi mesra' yang dorang duk label label kita tu.
aku tahu, kau marah.
bila kau dah jauh, baru la aku rasa macam mana hidup tanpa dengar suara kau. suara yang banyak bagi aku support. yang asyik bagi kata kata semangat waktu minggu pertama aku practical.

Dulu memang aku tak mahu.
bukan kerana aku malu, tak.
sebab bagi aku,
kau bukan calang calang manusia lelaki. tapi, aku takut. kalau benda ni separuh jalan. kalau terputus, macam mana aku nanti?
macam mana?

Ini bukan mabuk.
Ini bukan ketagih.
Aku cuma rindu kau. Bila kau tak ada.
Sebab aku tahu, kau juga rindu aku, bila aku tak ada.

p/s: Its okay. 4 bulan tu sekejap. Aku janji, lepas tu kita okay. dan tak mungkin lovey dovey seperti sekarang.

Ahad, 8 am.

2011-04-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

Belum ada apa pun
Tutup mulut.
Dan tepuk hati,
siapa yang berbicara soal hati
kalau tiada antara dua pun mahu berkasih
dan dalam mimpi,
semua itu satu kenyataan.

Dubliners Cafe

2011-04-07T13:39:00.001+08:00

Seafood vol-le-vent.
Thanks umi and baba.
Shall we visit again?

Yes we should!

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Whats in my bag?

2011-04-03T17:21:00.008+08:00

Hello. Oke, Ilya dah buat dia punya. so now its my turn. FYI, aku selalu tukar tukar bag. different functions, different bag. kalau nak pergi beronggeng bersama rakan rakan, biasanya aku pakai sling beg je. kalau pergi kenduri kendara, aku pakai beg yang ala ala dewasa gitu. biasanya aku cilok umi punya. tapi sejak dah remaja ni, ada la jugak 3-4 bijik beg orang dewasa. So, whats in my bag? aku suka bawak macam macam, tapi yang aku tayang kat bawah ni, yang selalu aku bawak. kalau tak bawak, aku akan cuak, berpeluh dan terasa seperti nak berak. haha. Maka, lihatlah semua. apa isi kandung beg aku sejak dah praktikal ni.

secara keseluruhannya, dalam beg ada...

Aku ni mengamalkan konsep dalam beg ada beg. (Tiada dlm gambar case kunci. Umi cilok)
Beg Bunga and Beg Koala nanti aku explain kan.
Yang besar gabak tu, wallet aku. nampak je gabak, tapi isi tak de bende pun. Wallet ni brand Charles & Keith. aku beli kat OU waktu buka puasa tahun lepas. Aku jenis pakai benda sampai hancur baru beli baru. sebelum ni aku pakai wallet Adidas warna merah biru. Macam budak budak, tapi aku suka sebab dia ada banyak poket. Tapi dah buruk sebab macam macam benda dah tumpah atas wallet tu. Ni pun tepi tepi dia dah buruk. Tanda mintak tukar la tu. hehehehe
Ada dua kunci. Yang ada keychain tu, kunci rumah Selayang. Aku buat sendiri keychain tu sebab bosan. yang kunci kecil tu, kunci meja aku kat bilik guru.
Sejak dah start sekolah, aku memang simpan satu name tag dalam beg. aku ni jenis pelupa. selalu lupa kena pakai name tag kat sekolah. so, aku simpan la just incase aku tak pakai dari rumah. Name tag ni aku beli dari Kak Sya.
Pas Keluar ni benda yang aku selalu terbawak. Haritu keluar dengan Sanah, Nenek, Bella and Wiwie boleh pulak aku bawak. Pas ni gunanya untuk student keluar pergi berjalan jalan or pergi tandas waktu aku dalam kelas. Aku ni bias sikit. Kalau students nakal, aku tak bagi pun pas. Kalau dorang keluar tanpa pas, rotan akan hinggap di anggota badan. yang merotan pulak, cikgu displin.

Tada. Ni la isi beg koala ni. Aku dapat beg ni dari kawan aku yang pergi Australia. Aku dapat beg ni masa darjah 6. so, beg ni dah hampir 10 tahun hidup disisi aku. Ipod biru ni aku dapat dari Umi and Baba. Hadiah birthday kalau tak silap aku. Aku sayang ipod ni sebab jenis ni dah tak ada jual dah. Yang wayar biru ni, earphone rm10 aku. beli kat wangsa walk. bunyi dia boleh tahan la. tapi aku lagi suka earphone rm10 yg aku beli kat OU dengan Sanah dulu. tapi sayang, umur earphone tu tak panjang. tahan 3 bulan je. Benda kecik tu pendrive, keychain dia aku buat sendiri jugak. Baru je aku beli kat Wangsa Walk. 4gb, harga dia murah. serius murah. Kalau nak beli hardisk or pendrive, kau pergi kedai tu. harga dia lagi murah dari kat lowyat. serius.

Ni beg bunga hasil umi beli air bliss. ada dua,aku kebas satu. Isi dalam beg ni banyak membantu menambah keyakinan diri. ewahh. dalam beg ni, ada sanitizer dettol, mouthwash colgate, lipbalm bodyshop, polo mint, pengelap spec yang aku beli kat BB, dan dalam sealed plastic tu, tisu. Beg ni memang aku tak pernah tinggal bila keluar, sebab aku ni clean freak sikit. Kalau tak ada air nak basuh tangan, aku guna sanitizer. kalau spec kotor or berminyak, aku cepat cepat lap. Semua benda benda ni perlu. Bila boring dengar meeting, aku makan polo. Biasanya ada nail polisher. tapi tak ada dalam gambar ni sebab dah haus, kena ganti. yang ada sekarang ni dah buruk sangat. geli aku nak tayang.

Last but not least, my phones. Aku pakai dua number, so dua handphone. Yang keychain rainbow tu, phone Samsung aku dapat last year for my birthday. Sebelum ni aku pakai sony erricson tu w800i. phone tu memang patut kena ganti. dah 4 ahun aku pakai. Kata orang perak dah hancor. Phone Samsung ni, walaupun bukanlah idaman aku pada mulanya, (sebab aku nak Sony E x10 yang besar gila tu) tapi sebab umi and baba nak bagi, takkan nak tolak pulak. So far, aku sangat puas hati la dengan phone ni. Sebab aku ni gadget freak sikit, so phone android memang sesuai dengan aku. Sekarang ni aku gian main Angry Bird dengan Andoku. hehehe. Lagi satu phone ni, untuk lain celcom. Ni handphone umi, aku kebas sebab umi tak guna pun. handphone ni kecik macam biskut. comel sangat. :)

so, ni la 'whats in your bag' aku. tak glamor mana pun mcm Ilya yang ada bedak kompak and mascara bagai.haha. oh, anyway, kain polka dot ni selendang printed Ilsya Hijab. Comel kan?

p/s: Keychain phone tu aku buat sendiri. Kalau kau nak, sila ring ring dong aku ye.

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Neverland

2011-03-26T20:32:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, Ilya and I went to UNISEL to get our MUET exam slip. I truly hope I can get 4 or else gonna have to repeat again. I was wondering why MUET so f-ing important. I couldn't get the idea of this exam. I already got good grade on my 1119 English paper. WTH do I have to endure the pain? Shitters.

Several things happens in Batang Berjuntai. First, we met one teacher from my practicum school in FELS admin office. and get this, at school he was very nice to us, but suddenly in here, in UNISEL when Ilya and I ask about his presence in here, he was like 'tak boleh ke saya kat sini' with the face. you know, the face you do when you feel you are better than the person who are talking to you. the annoying face. and we were like wtf?, like wadefak that you have to act like that? based from Mr.Lim info, he's gonna be part-time lecturer. with that kind of attitude, he probably gonna top himself up to be the new lecturer of annoyingness. As if I don't have enough lecturers like that.

enough the F-face. before heading back to Selayang, we had our dinner at Bukit Badong with Sanah, Syu and Bella. dinner start 8.45, finished at 11 pm. we didn't realize that we took so much time. probably because of the talking and for the fact it has been times since the last time we lepak lepak together. and those talking were good! :)

odw home, I raised some talk to Ilya. about how scared I am to grow up. I have realize that I am 22 this year and about to enter the so-called adulthood. which sucks. you gotta works, earn paycheck (the good thing!), pay your debts and you gotta be independent. I dont want that. I still need to be under my parents supervision. I don't like the idea of living in a home without my parents around.like the song said 'a house is not a home without your love ones'. as much as I don't like them to babel around, they are parents. my family, why should i live without them. Its a scary world out there. What if I didn't get to be a journalist like I plan to? what if my plan didn't work out? what if when i turn 30 i am still here, in front of the laptop and talks about this thing again? these 'WHAT IF' keep on rotating. again and again.

this idea of staying alone doing works and earn money sounded so interesting when i was a teenagers. yes, WAS a teenagers. now, its a scary thing. apart of me feels like crying whenever i think about it. from my judgment, i can see that adults are always on stress. stress of jobs, of family, of money, etc etc. some tries to let the heat off by spending Benjamin but how is that can stop you from stress? I wish I didn't think about this shit again, but I know, sooner I would have to. i have to think about it, i must to.
.........

to take the edge off, I would like to introduce my new housemate. Her name is Siti Pepper Pie Pe E.

I took this picture using my phone cam/lomo-lomo cam (according to Syu is loco-loco) that I installed in school yesterday. Is she cute or what? hehhehe

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First Observation

2011-03-24T08:47:00.001+08:00

This is the AVA I used for 4 Maju. For my first observation. Wish me luck!

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Latest Addiction

2011-03-23T07:44:00.001+08:00

Open for orders. :)

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Sarawak

2011-03-22T12:21:00.001+08:00

Here a quick 10 details about my 4 days trip.

1. Mee Kolok and Laksa Sarawak is a must try. The best is at the Pasar Ikan Terubuk near to Maybank. Go at night where hawkers start their businesses. There is a pet shop too. They sell numerous type of Ginkos. I wanted to buy one but I got no time to pet it. :(

2. Sarikei is the heaven for shoppers. It has everything from bags, jeans, watches, beads, groceries and even kitchen utensils. If you plan to go there, make sure you bring your sunglasses, hats, umbrellas ans plenty ot water. This place can got as hot as eating wasabi. Not suitable for those who cant stand the heat. But, if you didnt bring those things, you can buy those at the stalls. They are absolutely cheap, the price that can make you leave shopping mall sale. Go there shoppers!

3.Sarawak has plenty caves. Each cave, like Gua Pari Pari haz its own river you can dip in. So make sure you bring extra clothes and ask your guide to bring you there. unless you get a blur tour guide like i got and you end up watching the river. Just watching. Urgh!

4. The Kek Lapis in here is as delicious as they look. You can find many brands of Kek Lapis but the best is Dayang Salhah located at the Riverfront, Kuching. To get to Dayang Salhah Kek Lapis House you need to ride a boat from the riverfront. It takes 1 minute to get there and the fees are around 50 cent to rm1 for on trip. I didn't remember what is the name of the place but the local calls it Seberang.

5. Taman Kebudayaan was the first place we wanted to go. This park is about the people in Sarawak. Their houses, believes and customs. According to Sekri our so-called tourist guide the fees for one person is Rm60 for East Cost and other countries, Rm40 for the West Coast. But we didn't go because Saidatul's mom got problem with walking long distance. So you know, we gotta pity her. From what I read in the internet, Taman Kebudayaan is similar to Taman Lagenda in Langkawi. But, if you have visit both park and you disagree with this, please do inform me.

6. Mount Santubung is another place I didn't go. The reason was it is too far from Kuching. I don't know how far is too far but I really hope I get to go because according to Chatiya form 5 Mulia-born in Sarawak said mt.Santubung has a really great view and a must place to visit. Better next time.

7. The People. So Sarawak has many types of ethnics that will make you confuse who is who. Just because she is white and small eyes she is Chinese. She might be Iban. Or the guy look as dashing as your fav Malay actors but he might be not Malay. He could be kafazan or others.

8. Language Barriers. The toughest problem. Variety of ethnics carry various language. I can't even understand what Sekri's parents said.

9. Discrimination. Did you know that. to visit Sarawak, if you are from the east coast you are given 90 days for one trip. I was like, what the hell? Both are under Malaysia and I am Malaysian. You are saying I can visit the states in my country for as long as I want to? WTH?! (Tone Mdm Noraini)

10. The wheather is quite okay. It rains during evening maybe because of tsunami and earth quake in Japan. Poor them. I pray for them.

P/s: FLOM need to apologize to Japan for her irrational comments. So does Fizz Fairuz and Berita Harian.

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20 March

2011-03-22T07:49:00.001+08:00

I didn't show it because I don't know how.
I didn't talk about it because the pain is still there.
And it won't heal.

I don't want it to be heal.
I want it to be as a scar.
I want the pain to remain chested.

People mourn in their own way.
Of course, you wouldn't understand.
I never expect you do.

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